The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Hilary had so many important trifles to attend to that she could not
give her mind wholly to thought or feeling, and for some time she
scarcely realized what had occurred. Still, in those periods of
tranquillity which intervened, when she could think composedly, there
was ever a light rising up clear and pure, although distant far, which
brightened the gloom of her prospects, and prevented her being
overwhelmed with sorrow. Hurstdene was not to her the whole world, as
it was to Gwyneth; and though tender remembrances and buried
affections must hover round the graves of the dear ones lying there,
her heart was not at the Vicarage now: the tie that had bound her was
broken, and another and a stronger bore her on in hope. It was her
husband’s wish she was fulfilling, and she felt as if, now that she
was brought more entirely to depend on him, they were more closely
united than ever. She might now give him the first claim on her
thoughts, which before had been shared with her father; and though
hardly yet accustomed to the void which their recent and great loss
had occasioned, she had hope and tender love to fill it up. Every step
seemed to bring her nearer to her husband, since every step was in
obedience to him, and although the parting from her old home had been
a bitter effort, she was able to throw her mind forward, with some
degree of cheerfulness, to the future.
And more than all the earthly love which brightened her path was that
high and holy, that deeply reverent affection, of which conjugal union
is but a type and an emblem; that trust and simple faith which can
always support the most lonely, and soothe the most sad.
“Yes,” thought she, “if it is so easy to do my husband’s bidding, and
follow his guidance, how much more easy, how infinitely more sweet
ought it to be to submit to the Hand which can not err, to trust to
the Eye which never closes, to obey the Will which has surely promised
good to those who humbly wait on it; only let me stay myself on that
great support, and all will be, all must be well at last.”
And so she charmed to rest her mournful thoughts, and took readily and
thankfully the good which still surrounded her. In imagination, she
scanned what her future occupation might be, and half wondered what
work would arise to fill the place of those happy labors which had
formerly engaged her. The education of her youngest sister would, of
course, be her principal occupation, that would supply employment for
many hours; but there must be other duties also to be discovered and
followed up; doubtless they would show themselves in time; and though
her work might not be so obviously laid before her as in her own home
and former situation, she believed that if she faithfully followed the
most apparent duty, and did her best in that, others would present
themselves in time, and make good their claim on her attention, even
as you may reach the extremity of the longest chain, if you have once
secured the first link.
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