The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
It was an unfortunate whisper; Dora was not sleeping, only lying in a
half-unconscious, dreamy state of exhaustion; but the mention of her
hated name, the allusion to that too-dearly valued letter, roused
every emotion again, and a terrible scene ensued. Her fearful screams
brought her father and the medical attendants, but it was too late,
the sudden shock had quite overset her reason; and from that time she
had continued for several days, alternately raving wildly of the
letter and of Maurice, or bewailing distractedly over her broken
faith. That she was in the worst access of a terrible brain fever was
their only hope; it was possible that could that be subdued all would
yet be well.
The unfortunate letter had been placed in Mr. Barham’s hands, and he
began to examine it, under the idea that it had been addressed to Dora
herself. He had previously entertained occasional misgivings as to his
daughter’s feelings; he had once or twice fancied she entertained a
preference for the young lieutenant; but pride would not listen to the
notion, and her ready acceptance of Mr. Huyton’s addresses had, for a
time, relieved him from alarm. On Dora’s return home, however, still
graver doubts had risen; her manners to Mr. Huyton were of a kind
which spoke of indifference, if not dislike; and there was so entire
an absence of confidence between the two, such coldness in the
gentleman, such waywardness in the lady, so little interest or concern
for each other, that he had often feared a violent and complete
rupture would be the result. Mr. Barham had thought himself a happy
man when, the marriage writings having been signed, the young couple
had turned away from church united for life. Such is happiness based
on a worldly fabric; such are human calculations, human foresight.
Now he would have given any thing to cancel the ceremony, could he by
that means have recalled his daughter’s reason, and insured her life.
Now he fancied that had he known of her prior attachment, he would
gladly have gratified it; and struggled to believe that he would have
really bestowed her hand and fortune on Mr. Duncan, had he been aware
how deeply her happiness was concerned. Vain self-delusion; indulged
in only to palliate, to his own reproachful conscience, the fact that
he had never consulted her feelings, or really considered her
happiness. It was easy to say what he would have done under
circumstances which had not happened, and not very difficult to
persuade himself that had Maurice made formal proposals for his
daughter’s hand, he would have been listened to with ready
acquiescence, and not rejected with polite contempt.
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