The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“You have my best wishes,” said Hilary, holding out her hand with
tears in her eyes.
He thanked her warmly.
“James behaved very ill,” said he, presently; “though I hope to be the
gainer, I can not excuse him. He was very, very wrong, one way or
other. He was either too much or too little in earnest. Young as she
was, she was not such a child as to excuse his devotion or his
fickleness――and it has hurt his character too.”
“Please don’t. I would rather not talk of it now,” said Hilary,
gently.
“I beg your pardon; do you know we are almost at the terminus?”
“Yes;” she was looking very white, and seemed incapable of saying
more.
In a minute the train stopped――in a very few more the two were in a
fly, and driving hastily toward Southsea. She could not speak, she
could hardly breathe, as she saw walls and houses fly past them; her
heart seemed struggling to rush on faster, faster to that unknown spot
in which her husband waited for her.
They reached the house, they stopped, the door opened, Maurice
appeared; Hilary had hardly time to see his expression, as he hurried
to lift her from the carriage and support her inside the house. He
held her in his arms, her face was hidden on his shoulder, as she
whispered, between gasping sobs: “Where is he?”
He gently opened the door, and disengaging herself, she sprang in.
“Hilary, my darling!” said Captain Hepburn; and in another moment she
was on her knees, beside his couch, and her tears of joy and grief, of
anxiety and gratitude, and love, were poured out in her husband’s
bosom.
CHAPTER XXIV.
“I’m wearing awa’, Jean,
Like snow when it’s thaw, Jean,
I’m wearing awa’ to the land of the leal.
“There’s no sorrow there, Jean,
There’s neither cold nor care, Jean,
But days are all fair in the land of the leal.
――――――
“Then dry that tearful e’e, Jean,
My soul langs to be free, Jean,
And angels beckon me to the land of the leal.
“Then fare thee well, my ain Jean,
This world’s care is vain, Jean,
We’ll meet, and ay be fain, in the land of the leal.”
The feelings which may be clothed in words of earth, and the love
which can be depicted by mortal language, must be shallow, light, and
transient at the best. Those to whom love is but a creature of the
imagination, and sorrow a pleasant fiction, may delight in dressing
their fancies in eloquent phrases, and in dwelling on scenes of ideal
distress. But the heart which has felt the deep-stirrings of true,
holy, devoted affection, and known all the sad and stern realities of
grief, which ever in this world must flow from feeling, shrinks from
portraying it as from sacrilege; and while it feels how vain and
unreal are the most eloquent descriptions, yet holds it a profanation
to lay such feelings bare to the public gaze. It was not the cry of
the _true_ mother in her grief, “Let it be neither mine nor thine, but
divide it!”
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