The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Mrs. Hepburn smiled, and soothed and caressed her, and whispered her
own joy and congratulations, and led her to the other room; and there
the blushing and trembling Gwyneth had her hand placed in her suitor’s
by the feeble fingers of her brother-in-law, while in few, but
affectionate words, he assured her of his satisfaction, his good
wishes, and his fraternal regard for both.
Maurice too kissed and caressed her, but he said little; it was
impossible to feel otherwise than deeply touched by the strong
contrast between the look and the situation of those two sisters.
Gwyneth’s black eyes were bent down and bright drops trembled on the
long lashes; her color came and went like the flashes of the northern
lights in the clear winter sky. She was excited, hoping, fearing,
trembling between present pain and future joy; looking forward with a
shy gladness into the prospect just opening, and then hurriedly
calling back the glance, because to her dearest companions the hopeful
view was closed; she could scarcely welcome the possible happiness
which they might not share.
Hilary, on the contrary, stood by, with her calm, serene eyes fixed on
her sister with a quiet but heartfelt pleasure; a satisfaction
springing from the very depths of the soul, at the hope that Gwyneth
might, perchance, have one long, plentiful draught of that cup of
happiness of which her own short taste had been so sweet. She knew the
full luxury of loving and being beloved, and what was denied to
herself she rejoiced in anticipating for another. And when she had
gone over in her mind all the bright visions which the future
presented to Gwyneth, and joyed in her promised joy, she turned her
eyes once more on her husband, and the thought flashed across her how
great had been the blessings of her own lot, and how the privilege of
having been his friend, companion, and solace during the last two
months, was well worth the purchase, even though it were to be
followed by a long life of solitary bereavement.
She was happy: not the happiness of this world, not the happiness
which those of this world can understand; a happiness above all
selfish joy, such as words could vainly endeavor to depict,
unspeakable in its depth and purity: for in her earnest anticipation
of peace and rest for him, she forgot herself; she saw him to her
fancy encircled with the crown of martyrdom; and would she have robbed
him of one ray of that future glory for her own selfish indulgence, or
her transitory comfort? Oh no!
But to others, to the eyes of observers, her feelings were a mystery;
and to outward view she stood there, another proof of the fading
nature of all earthly happiness. Hers was the deepening gloom of
twilight, Gwyneth’s the rising of the glorious day-break. Life is full
of such sharp contrasts, ever telling of change and decay to such
thoughtful minds as can raise their eyes beyond their own footsteps.
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