The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
It was too late in the day, when they returned from the church, to be
favorable for an examination at that time; and it was finally settled
that the gentlemen should proceed at once to Primrose Bank, conclude
their investigations there, and return to Hurstdene the next morning;
when Mr. Paine and the vicar could mutually make known their decisions
concerning the curacy, and M. de la Récaille might carry out his
wishes with regard to Mr. Duncan’s eyesight.
It was an evening of great trial to Hilary; hope for her father had
entered her heart, and she could not bid its gentle whispers be still:
but she dared not impart her fancies, or allow him to see how much she
dwelt on the idea. He was as calm as ever; the notion of approaching
darkness had become familiar to him, and he was so firmly convinced of
the incurable nature of his complaint, that he would hardly have been
disturbed had all the oculists in the kingdom promised him sight. She
would not distress him with her agitation; her feelings must be
smothered under an assumed appearance of calmness, but she could not
approach the topic; and while her sisters were chattering gayly about
the gentlemen whom they had seen that day, and describing again and
again the personal appearance of all three strangers, never agreeing
in details, nor feeling sure whether any pair of eyes were blue,
black, or brown, Hilary smiled, and answered, and gave her opinion
with almost her ordinary cheerfulness and readiness, while her heart
was palpitating with excitement, and her mind at every leisure moment
putting up secret petitions for patience, strength, and submission,
whatever the result might be.
The morrow came, and the visitors arrived punctually. After a brief
interview between the clergymen in Mr. Duncan’s study, he repaired to
the drawing-room, and seating himself according to the oculist’s
directions, quietly submitted to his examination. His daughter stood
beside him, her hand clasping his, her breath almost stopped from
agitation, her very lips white with intense excitement, and yet her
face calm, rigid, and pale as marble. Oh! the suspense of that moment:
her eyes eagerly bent on the oculist’s countenance, endeavored to read
his decision in his face, before his lips pronounced it; and,
unconscious of all beside, her whole mind and understanding was
centred on that one object.
Charles was close to her, his eyes intently gazing on her, but she
knew it not: had he been a hundred miles off she could hardly have
been more indifferent about him.
It was over at last; that prolonged agony was ended; M. de la Récaille
shook his head, sighed, and announced there was no hope, no human
probability of any cure; perfect rest might delay the result,
agitation might expedite the evil; but come it must; total blindness,
sooner or later, was inevitably impending.
Mr. Duncan heard it unmoved; he only drew Hilary’s hand closer to his
heart, and said, in a cheerful voice,
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