The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Then, my child, I must submit to be dependent on you for eyes; thank
God, that I have still a daughter!”
She pressed his hand, words could not come, and she was too shy to
caress him before strangers; but Charles saw that her feelings were
wrought to the uttermost, that composure was on the point of giving
way, and only anxious to release her, addressed Mr. Duncan, so as to
call off his attention. Hilary had sufficient fortitude quietly to
withdraw her hand, and then escaping from the room, rushed into her
father’s study, where, throwing herself on a chair, and burying her
face in her hands, she gave way to sobs deep and agonizing, such as
are the outpourings of suppressed feeling alone, the quivering of the
spring long held in suspense.
She was not aware that Mr. Paine had continued in the study after her
father left it; at the moment of her entrance he was sitting in a
large chair, engrossed in reading, but startled from his occupation by
her appearance, and the expressive agony she betrayed, he looked at
her for a minute in silent commiseration, and then rising, and
approaching close to her, he said, in a peculiarly gentle and sweet
voice,
“Miss Duncan, I am grieved to see you so much distressed; has any
thing occurred?”
She started at the sound of his voice, but her feelings were too
strongly moved for ceremony, and the soft, kind tone went to her heart
like the words of a friend.
“Oh, my father! my father!” she sobbed, “all hope is gone; he is, he
must be――” then her voice was choked again in an agony of tears.
“M. de la Récaille gives no hope, then?” said he, very gently; “I am
indeed grieved.”
“Ah, if it had been to me,” exclaimed Hilary, “I think I could have
borne it better; but for my father, dear, dear father, that he should
be helpless, dependent, dark――he who has such intense pleasure in
beauty, who has been so active, so busy all his life――that he should
be reduced to the state――oh, for submission, resignation, faith like
his!”
“Is he much disappointed at the result?” inquired Mr. Paine.
“No, oh, no; he never hoped at all; and he is so good, so trustful!”
“Dear Miss Duncan,” said Mr. Paine, drawing a chair close beside hers,
“short as our acquaintance has been, it is impossible for me not to be
interested in your father and family; and the future connection
between us, the claim which I hope to have as your pastor, when I come
to assist Mr. Duncan in his duties here, makes me feel that I have a
right to speak to you. Will you let me address you as a friend, or
shall I be intruding unpleasantly on a sorrow I would gladly assuage
or mitigate?”
Hilary raised her head, and wiping away her tears, she said, with a
sort of watery smile,
“Be our friend, Mr. Paine, and speak; I deserve reproof for my
rebellion to the will of heaven!”
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