The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Hilary did not feel very glad herself; for the sight of Victoria had
reminded her of Mr. Huyton’s supposed engagement, and she was shocked
and ashamed of herself, to think that she had even for a moment
imagined he had implied any degree of devotion to herself by his
manner. She was angry at what she believed her own unpardonable
vanity, and wondered what could make her so absurd. Then she began to
meditate how it happened that she could have imagined any resemblance
between the look of Charles and that of Captain Hepburn; could they
really think alike? were they actuated by the same feelings, and if
so, was the latter also engaged to another woman? why did such an idea
give her pain? what right had she to turn so sick at heart as she
contemplated it? what was it to her? Oh, shame, shame on herself, that
she could have allowed such fancies to take possession of her heart;
that she should be actually unhappy at the notion of his loving
another; she, who had home duties which ought to exclude such
feelings; she, who had so firmly resolved to devote herself to her
father and sisters; she, who had never heard from him a word which
could imply a similar preference for herself; could she have been
indulging in such a weak and foolish partiality?
She could hardly attend to what her friend was saying; she was
incapable of giving a rational answer, and her only wish was to be
allowed to sit down in some remote corner, and hide her blushes and
her emotion. Charles Huyton joined them as they stood on the lawn, to
tell Victoria that some carriages were approaching down the avenue,
and ask her whether she would not return to the house.
Hilary was most thankful for this relief; they went back to the saloon
together, and she gladly retreated into a nook behind Mrs. Fielding’s
chair, where she hoped to be quiet and unobserved amid the expected
crowds. The room soon began to fill with company, and after a while,
Victoria, finding that although inconveniently crowded, nobody seemed
to like to go out first, led the way herself to the lawn, and the band
commencing at the same time to perform their part, every body was
ready enough to follow her example; Hilary, who was still standing
with her sisters in a recess of one of the windows, was, however,
roused from her engrossing thoughts by the rapturous greeting of Dora
Barham, whose party coming rather late, did not arrive until the first
crowd had greatly dispersed.
Isabel, after speaking to the Duncans, and other of her acquaintance,
wanted to draw Dora away, as their chaperon, Lady Margaret, had
proposed going out on the terrace. But Dora would not leave Hilary,
whom she had not seen for more than a week; so Isabel and her party
passed on, only calling her a willful child as they went.
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