Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Why, of course!" said Mr. Povey, turning away lightly, as though to
imply that she was making tragedies out of nothing.
She gave an involuntary gesture of almost childish relief.
Cyril slept calmly. It was a triumph for Mr. Povey.
Constance could not sleep. As she lay darkly awake by her husband, her
secret being seemed to be a-quiver with emotion. Not exactly sorrow;
not exactly joy; an emotion more elemental than these! A sensation of
the intensity of her life in that hour; troubling, anxious, yet not
sad! She said that Samuel was quite right, quite right. And then she
said that the poor little thing wasn't yet five years old, and that it
was monstrous. The two had to be reconciled. And they never could be
reconciled. Always she would be between them, to reconcile them, and to
be crushed by their impact. Always she would have to bear the burden of
both of them. There could be no ease for her, no surcease from a
tremendous preoccupation and responsibility. She could not change
Samuel; besides, he was right! And though Cyril was not yet five, she
felt that she could not change Cyril either. He was just as
unchangeable as a growing plant. The thought of her mother and Sophia
did not present itself to her; she felt, however, somewhat as Mrs.
Baines had felt on historic occasions; but, being more softly kind,
younger, and less chafed by destiny, she was conscious of no
bitterness, conscious rather of a solemn blessedness.
CHAPTER IV
CRIME
I
"Now, Master Cyril," Amy protested, "will you leave that fire alone?
It's not you that can mend my fires."
A boy of nine, great and heavy for his years, with a full face and very
short hair, bent over the smoking grate. It was about five minutes to
eight on a chilly morning after Easter. Amy, hastily clad in blue, with
a rough brown apron, was setting the breakfast table. The boy turned
his head, still bending.
"Shut up, Ame," he replied, smiling. Life being short, he usually
called her Ame when they were alone together. "Or I'll catch you one in
the eye with the poker."
"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," said Amy. "And you know your
mother told you to wash your feet this morning, and you haven't done.
Fine clothes is all very well, but--"
"Who says I haven't washed my feet?" asked Cyril, guiltily.
Amy's mention of fine clothes referred to the fact that he was that
morning wearing his Sunday suit for the first time on a week-day.
"I say you haven't," said Amy.
She was more than three times his age still, but they had been treating
each other as intellectual equals for years.
"And how do you know?" asked Cyril, tired of the fire.
"I know," said Amy.
"Well, you just don't, then!" said Cyril. "And what about YOUR feet? I
should be sorry to see your feet, Ame."
Amy was excusably annoyed. She tossed her head. "My feet are as clean
as yours any day," she said. "And I shall tell your mother."
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