Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
This was the first Monday after Samuel's funeral. Existence in the
house had been resumed on the plane which would henceforth be the
normal plane. Constance had put on for tea a dress of black silk with a
jet brooch of her mother's. Her hands, just meticulously washed, had
that feeling of being dirty which comes from roughening of the
epidermis caused by a day spent in fingering stuffs. She had been
'going through' Samuel's things, and her own, and ranging all anew. It
was astonishing how little the man had collected, of 'things,' in the
course of over half a century. All his clothes were contained in two
long drawers and a short one. He had the least possible quantity of
haberdashery and linen, for he invariably took from the shop such
articles as he required, when he required them, and he would never
preserve what was done with. He possessed no jewellery save a set of
gold studs, a scarf-ring, and a wedding-ring; the wedding-ring was
buried with him. Once, when Constance had offered him her father's gold
watch and chain, he had politely refused it, saying that he preferred
his own--a silver watch (with a black cord) which kept excellent time;
he had said later that she might save the gold watch and chain for
Cyril when he was twenty-one. Beyond these trifles and a half-empty box
of cigars and a pair of spectacles, he left nothing personal to
himself. Some men leave behind them a litter which takes months to sift
and distribute. But Samuel had not the mania for owning. Constance put
his clothes in a box to be given away gradually (all except an overcoat
and handkerchiefs which might do for Cyril); she locked up the watch
and its black cord, the spectacles and the scarf-ring; she gave the
gold studs to Cyril; she climbed on a chair and hid the cigar-box on
the top of her wardrobe; and scarce a trace of Samuel remained!
By his own wish the funeral had been as simple and private as possible.
One or two distant relations, whom Constance scarcely knew and who
would probably not visit her again until she too was dead, came--and
went. And lo! the affair was over. The simple celerity of the funeral
would have satisfied even Samuel, whose tremendous self-esteem hid
itself so effectually behind such externals that nobody had ever fully
perceived it. Not even Constance quite knew Samuel's secret opinion of
Samuel. Constance was aware that he had a ridiculous side, that his
greatest lack had been a lack of spectacular dignity. Even in the
coffin, where nevertheless most people are finally effective, he had
not been imposing--with his finicky little grey beard persistently
sticking up.
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