Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"I'm not late, mother! I'm not late!" he cried proudly.
She smiled warmly, happy in him, drawing out of him balm and solace. He
did not know that in that stout familiar body before him was a
sensitive, trembling soul that clutched at him ecstatically as the one
reality in the universe. He did not know that that evening meal,
partaken of without hurry after school had released him to her, was to
be the ceremonial sign of their intimate unity and their
interdependence, a tender and delicious proof that they were 'all in
all to each other': he saw only his tea, for which he was hungry--just
as hungry as though his father were not scarcely yet cold in the grave.
But he saw obscurely that the occasion demanded something not quite
ordinary, and so exerted himself to be boyishly charming to his mother.
She said to herself 'how good he was.' He felt at ease and confident in
the future, because he detected beneath her customary judicial,
impartial mask a clear desire to spoil him.
After tea, she regretfully left him, at his home-lessons, in order to
go into the shop. The shop was the great unsolved question. What was
she to do with the shop? Was she to continue the business or to sell
it? With the fortunes of her father and her aunt, and the economies of
twenty years, she had more than sufficient means. She was indeed rich,
according to the standards of the Square; nay, wealthy! Therefore she
was under no material compulsion to keep the shop. Moreover, to keep it
would mean personal superintendence and the burden of responsibility,
from which her calm lethargy shrank. On the other hand, to dispose of
the business would mean the breaking of ties and leaving the premises:
and from this also she shrank. Young Lawton, without being asked, had
advised her to sell. But she did not want to sell. She wanted the
impossible: that matters should proceed in the future as in the past,
that Samuel's death should change nothing save in her heart.
In the meantime Miss Insull was priceless. Constance thoroughly
understood one side of the shop; but Miss Insull understood both, and
the finance of it also. Miss Insull could have directed the
establishment with credit, if not with brilliance. She was indeed
directing it at that moment. Constance, however, felt jealous of Miss
Insull; she was conscious of a slight antipathy towards the faithful
one. She did not care to be in the hands of Miss Insull.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account