Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
She sat down on the towel-covered chair, staggered. She believed what
he said. She did not suspect that he was using the classic device of
the seducer. It was his casualness that staggered her. Had it really
been his intention to set off on an excursion and remark as an
afterthought: "BY THE WAY, we can't be married as I told you at
half-past two to-day"? Despite her extreme ignorance and innocence,
Sophia held a high opinion of her own commonsense and capacity for
looking after herself, and she could scarcely believe that he was
expecting her to go to Paris, and at night, without being married. She
looked pitiably young, virgin, raw, unsophisticated; helpless in the
midst of dreadful dangers. Yet her head was full of a blank
astonishment at being mistaken for a simpleton! The sole explanation
could be that Gerald, in some matters, must himself be a confiding
simpleton. He had not reflected. He had not sufficiently realized the
immensity of her sacrifice in flying with him even to London. She felt
sorry for him. She had the woman's first glimpse of the necessity for
some adjustment of outlook as an essential preliminary to uninterrupted
happiness.
"It'll be all right!" Gerald persuasively continued.
He looked at her, as she was not looking at him. She was nineteen. But
she seemed to him utterly mature and mysterious. Her face baffled him;
her mind was a foreign land. Helpless in one sense she might be; yet
she, and not he, stood for destiny; the future lay in the secret and
capricious workings of that mind.
"Oh no!" she exclaimed curtly. "Oh no!"
"Oh no what?"
"We can't possibly go like that," she said.
"But don't I tell you it'll be all right?" he protested. "If we stay
here and they come after you...! Besides, I've got the tickets and all."
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" she demanded.
"But how could I?" he grumbled. "Have we had a single minute alone?"
This was nearly true. They could not have discussed the formalities of
marriage in the crowded train, nor during the hurried lunch with a
dozen cocked ears at the same table. He saw himself on sure ground here.
"Now, could we?" he pressed.
"And you talk about going to see pictures!" was her reply.
Undoubtedly this had been a grave error of tact. He recognized that it
was a stupidity. And so he resented it, as though she had committed it
and not he.
"My dear girl," he said, hurt, "I acted for the best. It isn't my fault
if rules are altered and officials silly."
"You ought to have told me before," she persisted sullenly.
"But how could I?"
He almost believed in that moment that he had really intended to marry
her, and that the ineptitudes of red-tape had prevented him from
achieving his honourable purpose. Whereas he had done nothing whatever
towards the marriage.
"Oh no! Oh no!" she repeated, with heavy lip and liquid eye. "Oh no!"
He gathered that she was flouting his suggestion of Paris.
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