Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Gerald Scales walked about the Strand, staring up at its high narrow
houses, crushed one against another as though they had been packed,
unsorted, by a packer who thought of nothing but economy of space.
Except by Somerset House, King's College, and one or two theatres and
banks, the monotony of mean shops, with several storeys unevenly
perched over them, was unbroken, Then Gerald encountered Exeter Hall,
and examined its prominent facade with a provincial's eye; for despite
his travels he was not very familiar with London. Exeter Hall naturally
took his mind back to his Uncle Boldero, that great and ardent
Nonconformist, and his own godly youth. It was laughable to muse upon
what his uncle would say and think, did the old man know that his
nephew had run away with a girl, meaning to seduce her in Paris. It was
enormously funny!
However, he had done with all that. He was well out of it. She had told
him to go, and he had gone. She had money to get home; she had nothing
to do but use the tongue in her head. The rest was her affair. He would
go to Paris alone, and find another amusement. It was absurd to have
supposed that Sophia would ever have suited him. Not in such a family
as the Baineses could one reasonably expect to discover an ideal
mistress. No! there had been a mistake. The whole business was wrong.
She had nearly made a fool of him. But he was not the man to be made a
fool of. He had kept his dignity intact.
So he said to himself. Yet all the time his dignity, and his pride
also, were bleeding, dropping invisible blood along the length of the
Strand pavements.
He was at Salisbury Street again. He pictured her in the bedroom. Damn
her! He wanted her. He wanted her with an excessive desire. He hated to
think that he had been baulked. He hated to think that she would remain
immaculate. And he continued to picture her in the exciting privacy of
that cursed bedroom.
Now he was walking down Salisbury Street. He did not wish to be walking
down Salisbury Street; but there he was!
"Oh, hell!" he murmured. "I suppose I must go through with it."
He felt desperate. He was ready to pay any price in order to be able to
say to himself that he had accomplished what he had set his heart on.
"My wife hasn't gone out, has she?" he asked of the hall-porter.
"I'm not sure, sir; I think not," said the hall-porter.
The fear that Sophia had already departed made him sick. When he
noticed her trunk still there, he took hope and ran upstairs.
He saw her, a dark crumpled, sinuous piece of humanity, half on and
half off the bed, silhouetted against the bluish-white counterpane; her
hat was on the floor, with the spotted veil trailing away from it. This
sight seemed to him to be the most touching that he had ever seen,
though her face was hidden. He forgot everything except the deep and
strange emotion which affected him. He approached the bed. She did not
stir.
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