Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
He put her into an open carriage, and in five minutes they had
clattered down the brilliant silence of the Rue de la Paix, through the
Place Vendome into the Rue de Rivoli; and the night-porter of the hotel
was at the carriage-step.
"I tell them at the restaurant where you gone," said Chirac,
bare-headed under the long colonnade of the street. "If your husband is
there, I tell him. Till to-morrow...!"
His manners were more wonderful than any that Sophia had ever imagined.
He might have been in the dark Tuileries on the opposite side of the
street, saluting an empress, instead of taking leave of a raw little
girl, who was still too disturbed even to thank him.
She fled candle in hand up the wide, many-cornered stairs; Gerald might
be already in the bedroom, ... drunk! There was a chance. But the
gilt-fringed bedroom was empty. She sat down at the velvet-covered
table amid the shadows cast by the candle that wavered in the draught
from the open window. And she set her teeth and a cold fury possessed
her in the hot and languorous night. Gerald was an imbecile. That he
should have allowed himself to get tipsy was bad enough, but that he
should have exposed her to the horrible situation from which Chirac had
extricated her, was unspeakably disgraceful. He was an imbecile. He had
no common sense. With all his captivating charm, he could not be relied
upon not to make himself and her ridiculous, tragically ridiculous.
Compare him with Mr. Chirac! She leaned despairingly on the table. She
would not undress. She would not move. She had to realize her position;
she had to see it.
Folly! Folly! Fancy a commercial traveller throwing a compromising
piece of paper to the daughter of his customer in the shop itself: that
was the incredible folly with which their relations had begun! And his
mad gesture at the pit-shaft! And his scheme for bringing her to Paris
unmarried! And then to-night! Monstrous folly! Alone in the bedroom she
was a wise and a disillusioned woman, wiser than any of those dolls in
the restaurant.
And had she not gone to Gerald, as it were, over the dead body of her
father, through lies and lies and again lies? That was how she phrased
it to herself.... Over the dead body of her father! How could such a
venture succeed? How could she ever have hoped that it would succeed?
In that moment she saw her acts with the terrible vision of a Hebrew
prophet.
She thought of the Square and of her life there with her mother and
Constance. Never would her pride allow her to return to that life, not
even if the worst happened to her that could happen. She was one of
those who are prepared to pay without grumbling for what they have had.
There was a sound outside. She noticed that the dawn had begun. The
door opened and disclosed Gerald.
They exchanged a searching glance, and Gerald shut the door. Gerald
infected the air, but she perceived at once that he was sobered. His
lip was bleeding.
"Mr. Chirac brought me home," she said.
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