Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Long before sheer ennui forced her to look out of the window again,
every sign of justice had been removed from the square. Nothing
whatever remained in the heavy August sunshine save gathered heaps of
filth where the horses had reared and caracoled.
CHAPTER IV
A CRISIS FOR GERALD
I
For a time there existed in the minds of both Gerald and Sophia the
remarkable notion that twelve thousand pounds represented the infinity
of wealth, that this sum possessed special magical properties which
rendered it insensible to the process of subtraction. It seemed
impossible that twelve thousand pounds, while continually getting less,
could ultimately quite disappear. The notion lived longer in the mind
of Gerald than in that of Sophia; for Gerald would never look at a
disturbing fact, whereas Sophia's gaze was morbidly fascinated by such
phenomena. In a life devoted to travel and pleasure Gerald meant not to
spend more than six hundred a year, the interest on his fortune. Six
hundred a year is less than two pounds a day, yet Gerald never paid
less than two pounds a day in hotel bills alone. He hoped that he was
living on a thousand a year, had a secret fear that he might be
spending fifteen hundred, and was really spending about two thousand
five hundred. Still, the remarkable notion of the inexhaustibility of
twelve thousand pounds always reassured him. The faster the money went,
the more vigorously this notion flourished in Gerald's mind. When
twelve had unaccountably dwindled to three, Gerald suddenly decided
that he must act, and in a few months he lost two thousand on the Paris
Bourse. The adventure frightened him, and in his panic he scattered a
couple of hundred in a frenzy of high living.
But even with only twenty thousand francs left out of three hundred
thousand, he held closely to the belief that natural laws would in his
case somehow be suspended. He had heard of men who were once rich
begging bread and sweeping crossings, but he felt quite secure against
such risks, by simple virtue of the axiom that he was he. However, he
meant to assist the axiom by efforts to earn money. When these
continued to fail, he tried to assist the axiom by borrowing money; but
he found that his uncle had definitely done with him. He would have
assisted the axiom by stealing money, but he had neither the nerve nor
the knowledge to be a swindler; he was not even sufficiently expert to
cheat at cards.
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