Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
A woman in a rather coquettish deshabille watched over her with expert
skill.
Later, Sophia seemed to be revisiting the sea on whose waves the cab
had swum; but now she was under the sea, in a watery gulf, terribly
deep; and the sounds of the world came to her through the water, sudden
and strange. Hands seized her and forced her from the subaqueous grotto
where she had hidden into new alarms. And she briefly perceived that
there was a large bath by the side of the bed, and that she was being
pushed into it. The water was icy cold. After that her outlook upon
things was for a time clearer and more precise. She knew from fragments
of talk which she heard that she was put into the cold bath by her bed
every three hours, night and day, and that she remained in it for ten
minutes. Always, before the bath, she had to drink a glass of wine, and
sometimes another glass while she was in the bath. Beyond this wine,
and occasionally a cup of soup, she took nothing, had no wish to take
anything. She grew perfectly accustomed to these extraordinary habits
of life, to this merging of night and day into one monotonous and
endless repetition of the same rite amid the same circumstances on
exactly the same spot. Then followed a period during which she objected
to being constantly wakened up for this annoying immersion. And she
fought against it even in her dreams. Long days seemed to pass when she
could not be sure whether she had been put into the bath or not, when
all external phenomena were disconcertingly interwoven with matters
which she knew to be merely fanciful. And then she was overwhelmed by
the hopeless gravity of her state. She felt that her state was
desperate. She felt that she was dying. Her unhappiness was extreme,
not because she was dying, but because the veils of sense were so
puzzling, so exasperating, and because her exhausted body was so
vitiated, in every fibre, by disease. She was perfectly aware that she
was going to die. She cried aloud for a pair of scissors. She wanted to
cut off her hair, and to send part of it to Constance and part of it to
her mother, in separate packages. She insisted upon separate packages.
Nobody would give her a pair of scissors. She implored, meekly,
haughtily, furiously, but nobody would satisfy her. It seemed to her
shocking that all her hair should go with her into her coffin while
Constance and her mother had nothing by which to remember her, no
tangible souvenir of her beauty. Then she fought for the scissors. She
clutched at some one--always through those baffling veils--who was
putting her into the bath by the bedside, and fought frantically. It
appeared to her that this some one was the rather stout woman who had
supped at Sylvain's with the quarrelsome Englishman, four years ago.
She could not rid herself of this singular conceit, though she knew it
to be absurd....
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