Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
retire to her seventh floor, and there would be silence until, now and
then, faint creepings were heard at midnight or after. Once or twice,
through the chinks of her door, Sophia had seen a light at two o'clock
in the morning, just before the dawn.
Yet these were the women who had saved her life, who between them had
put her into a cold bath every three hours night and day for weeks!
Surely it was impossible after that to despise them for shiftlessness
and talkative idling in peignoirs; impossible to despise them for
anything whatever! But Sophia, conscious of her inheritance of strong
and resolute character, did despise them as poor things. The one point
on which she envied them was their formal manners to her, which seemed
to become more dignified and graciously distant as her health improved.
It was always 'Madame,' 'Madame,' to her, with an intonation of
increasing deference. They might have been apologizing to her for
themselves.
She prowled into all the corners of the flat; but she discovered no
more rooms, nothing but a large cupboard crammed with Madame Foucault's
dresses. Then she went back to the large bedroom, and enjoyed the busy
movement and rattle of the sloping street, and had long, vague
yearnings for strength and for freedom in wide, sane places. She
decided that on the morrow she would dress herself 'properly,' and
never again wear a peignoir; the peignoir and all that it represented,
disgusted her. And while looking at the street she ceased to see it and
saw Cook's office and Chirac helping her into the carriage. Where was
he? Why had he brought her to this impossible abode? What did he mean
by such conduct? But could he have acted otherwise? He had done the one
thing that he could do.... Chance! ... Chance! And why an impossible
abode? Was one place more impossible than another? All this came of
running away from home with Gerald. It was remarkable that she seldom
thought of Gerald. He had vanished from her life as he had come into
it--madly, preposterously. She wondered what the next stage in her
career would be. She certainly could not forecast it. Perhaps Gerald
was starving, or in prison ... Bah! That exclamation expressed her
appalling disdain of Gerald and of the Sophia who had once deemed him
the paragon of men. Bah!
A carriage stopping in front of the house awakened her from her
meditation. Madame Foucault and a man very much younger than Madame
Foucault got out of it. Sophia fled. After all, this prying into other
people's rooms was quite inexcusable. She dropped on to her own bed and
picked up a book, in case Madame Foucault should come in.
III
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