Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
The fresh breeze and bright sunshine and the large freedom of the
streets quickly intoxicated Sophia--intoxicated her, that is to say, in
quite a physical sense. She was almost drunk, with the heady savour of
life itself. A mild ecstasy of well-being overcame her. She saw the
flat as a horrible, vile prison, and blamed herself for not leaving it
sooner and oftener. The air was medicine, for body and mind too. Her
perspective was instantly corrected. She was happy, living neither in
the past nor in the future, but in and for that hour. And beneath her
happiness moved a wistful melancholy for the Sophia who had suffered
such a captivity and such woes. She yearned for more and yet more
delight, for careless orgies of passionate pleasure, in the midst of
which she would forget all trouble. Why had she refused the offer of
Laurence? Why had she not rushed at once into the splendid fire of
joyous indulgence, ignoring everything but the crude, sensuous
instinct? Acutely aware as she was of her youth, her beauty, and her
charm, she wondered at her refusal. She did not regret her refusal. She
placidly observed it as the result of some tremendously powerful motive
in herself, which could not be questioned or reasoned with--which was,
in fact, the essential HER.
"Do I look like an invalid?" she asked, leaning back luxuriously in the
carriage among the crowd of other vehicles.
Chirac hesitated. "My faith! Yes!" he said at length. "But it becomes
you. If I did not know that you have little love for compliments, I--"
"But I adore compliments!" she exclaimed. "What made you think that?"
"Well, then," he youthfully burst out, "you are more ravishing than
ever."
She gave herself up deliciously to his admiration.
After a silence, he said: "Ah! if you knew how disquieted I was about
you, away there...! I should not know how to tell you. Veritably
disquieted, you comprehend! What could I do? Tell me a little about
your illness."
She recounted details.
As the fiacre entered the Rue Royale, they noticed a crowd of people in
front of the Madeleine shouting and cheering.
The cabman turned towards them. "It appears there has been a victory!"
he said.
"A victory! If only it was true!" murmured Chirac, cynically.
In the Rue Royale people were running frantically to and fro, laughing
and gesticulating in glee. The customers in the cafes stood on their
chairs, and even on tables, to watch, and occasionally to join in, the
sudden fever. The fiacre was slowed to a walking pace. Flags and
carpets began to show from the upper storeys of houses. The crowd grew
thicker and more febrile. "Victory! Victory!" rang hoarsely, shrilly,
and hoarsely again in the air.
"My God!" said Chirac, trembling. "It must be a true victory! We are
saved! We are saved! ... Oh yes, it is true!"
"But naturally it is true! What are you saying?" demanded the driver.
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