Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
Sophia was angry with him. He had evidently planned the proposal. If
capable of respect, he was evidently also capable of chicane. But she
supposed these Frenchmen were all alike: disgusting; and decided that
it was useless to worry over a universal fact. They had simply no
shame, and she had been very prudent to establish herself far away on
the sixth floor. She hoped that none of the other boarders had
overheard Niepce's outrageous insolence. She was not sure if Chirac was
not writing in his room.
That night there was no sound of cannon in the distance, and Sophia for
some time was unable to sleep. She woke up with a start, after a doze,
and struck a match to look at her watch. It had stopped. She had
forgotten to wind it up, which omission indicated that the grocer had
perturbed her more than she thought. She could not be sure how long she
had slept. The hour might be two o'clock or it might be six o'clock.
Impossible for her to rest! She got up and dressed (in case it should
be as late as she feared) and crept down the interminable creaking
stairs with the candle. As she descended, the conviction that it was
the middle of the night grew upon her, and she stepped more softly.
There was no sound save that caused by her footfalls. With her latchkey
she cautiously opened the front door of the flat and entered. She could
then hear the noisy ticking of the small, cheap clock in the kitchen.
At the same moment another door creaked, and Chirac, with hair all
tousled, but fully dressed, appeared in the corridor.
"So you have decided to sell yourself to him!" Chirac whispered.
She drew away instinctively, and she could feel herself blushing. She
was at a loss. She saw that Chirac was in a furious rage, tremendously
moved. He crept towards her, half crouching. She had never seen
anything so theatrical as his movement, and the twitching of his face.
She felt that she too ought to be theatrical, that she ought nobly to
scorn his infamous suggestion, his unwarrantable attack. Even supposing
that she had decided to sell herself to the old pasha, did that concern
him? A dignified silence, an annihilating glance, were all that he
deserved. But she was not capable of this heroic behaviour.
"What time is it?" she added weakly.
"Three o'clock," Chirac sneered.
"I forgot to wind up my watch," she said. "And so I came down to see."
"In effect!" He spoke sarcastically, as if saying: "I've waited for
you, and here you are."
She said to herself that she owed him nothing, but all the time she
felt that he and she were the only young people in that flat, and that
she did owe to him the proof that she was guiltless of the supreme
dishonour of youth. She collected her forces and looked at him.
"You should be ashamed," she said. "You will wake the others."
"And M. Niepce--will he need to be wakened?"
"M. Niepce is not here," she said.
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