Domestic fiction; Sisters -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Well, I do!" said he. "Do stop a minute."
"I'll thank you not to follow me, Mr. Scales." She paused, and scorched
him with her displeasure. Then she went forward. And her heart was in
torture because it could not persuade her to remain with him, and smile
and forgive, and win his smile.
"I shall write to you," he shouted down the slope.
She kept on, the ridiculous child. But the agony she had suffered as he
clung to the frail wall was not ridiculous, nor her dark vision of the
mine, nor her tremendous indignation when, after disobeying her, he
forgot that she was a queen. To her the scene was sublimely tragic.
Soon she had recrossed the bridge, but not the same she! So this was
the end of the incredible adventure!
When she reached the turnpike she thought of her mother and of
Constance. She had completely forgotten them; for a space they had
utterly ceased to exist for her.
IV
"You've been out, Sophia?" said Mrs. Baines in the parlour,
questioningly. Sophia had taken off her hat and mantle hurriedly in the
cutting-out room, for she was in danger of being late for tea; but her
hair and face showed traces of the March breeze. Mrs. Baines, whose
stoutness seemed to increase, sat in the rocking-chair with a number of
The Sunday at Home in her hand. Tea was set.
"Yes, mother. I called to see Miss Chetwynd."
"I wish you'd tell me when you are going out."
"I looked all over for you before I started."
"No, you didn't, for I haven't stirred from this room since four
o'clock.... You should not say things like that," Mrs. Baines added in
a gentler tone.
Mrs. Baines had suffered much that day. She knew that she was in an
irritable, nervous state, and therefore she said to herself, in her
quality of wise woman, "I must watch myself. I mustn't let myself go."
And she thought how reasonable she was. She did not guess that all her
gestures betrayed her; nor did it occur to her that few things are more
galling than the spectacle of a person, actuated by lofty motives,
obviously trying to be kind and patient under what he considers to be
extreme provocation.
Maggie blundered up the kitchen stairs with the teapot and hot toast;
and so Sophia had an excuse for silence. Sophia too had suffered much,
suffered excruciatingly; she carried at that moment a whole tragedy in
her young soul, unaccustomed to such burdens. Her attitude towards her
mother was half fearful and half defiant; it might be summed up in the
phrase which she had repeated again and again under her breath on the
way home, "Well, mother can't kill me!"
Mrs. Baines put down the blue-covered magazine and twisted her
rocking-chair towards the table.
"You can pour out the tea," said Mrs. Baines.
"Where's Constance?"
"She's not very well. She's lying down."
"Anything the matter with her?"
"No."
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