The One Woman: A Story of Modern UtopiaDixon, Thomas, Jr.
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The One Woman: A Story of Modern Utopia
Dixon, Thomas, Jr.
Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
She was a girl again in old Hampton, Virginia, her heart all
a-quiver over a ball at the Hygeia, where she was to meet a guest,
a distinguished young preacher resting for the summer just from
his divinity course. He had seen her in the crowd at the hotel
and begged a friend to introduce him. She was going to meet him in
the parlours, dressed in the splendour of her ballroom dress that
night, and conquer this handsome young giant. And from the moment
they met, she was the conquered, and he the conqueror.
The incense of their honeymoon in a village of southern Indiana
during his first pastorate, when the wonder of love made storm
days bright with splendour and clothed in beauty the meanest clod
of earth, stole over her soul--each memory added to her pain, and
yet they were sweet. She hugged them to her heart.
"They are all mine at least!" she sighed. "And I am glad I have
lived them."
At two o'clock she went into the nursery and looked at the sleeping
children. She bent over the cradle of the boy. He was dreaming,
and a smile was playing about the corners of his lips.
He was so like Gordon, with his little mouth twitching in dreamy
laughter, she fell on her knees, and buried her face in her delicate
tapering hands, crying:
"How can I bear it!"
She placed her arms on the rail of the cradle and gazed at him
tenderly.
"Lord, keep him clean and pure, and whatever he may do in life,
may he never break a woman's heart!" she softly prayed.
Into her first-born's face she looked long and in silence. How
like her, and how like him, and how marvelous the miracle of this
union of flesh and blood and spirit in a living soul! Lucy was
growing more like her every day. She could see and hear herself in
her ways and voice, until she would laugh aloud sometimes at the
memory of her own childhood. And yet to see her very self growing
into the startling image of her lover who was deserting her cut
anew with stinging power.
Again she was softly praying: "Dear Lord, whatever shall come to
her, poverty or riches, joy or pain, honour or shame, sunshine or
shadow, save her from this. My feet will climb this Calvary, and
my lips drink its gall, but may the cup pass from her!"
After a few hours of fitful sleep, she rose and looked out her
window on another radiant November morning. So clear was the sky she
could see the flag-staffs of the great downtown buildings and back
of them in the distant bay the pennant masts of ships at anchor.
The trees in Central Park seemed to glow with the splendour of the
dying autumn's sun. The glory of the day mocked her sorrow.
"What does Nature care?" she sighed. "And yet who knows, it may be
a token! I must bravely play my part and leave the rest with God."
Watching at the window she saw Gordon coming, his broad feet
measuring a giant's stride, his wide shoulders and magnificent head
high with unconscious strength.
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