The Open Question: A Tale of Two TemperamentsRobins, Elizabeth
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The Open Question: A Tale of Two Temperaments
Robins, Elizabeth
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"But you could see in his letters he was terribly sad and sorry to have
put off coming--just to please his grandfather."
"Ah, well! it was a long time ago, and he was very little."
Mrs. Gano lifted her head--and, behold, her face was wet with tears. She
found her pocket-handkerchief, and wiped them away angrily, as if she
resented the salt-water drops more than her grandson's defection.
"Natural enough, I suppose," she said, with an assumption of
half-scornful indifference. "Ethan's a man now, with wide means and the
world before him. Why should he come to this dull, smoky town, when he
can 'improve his accent' under brighter skies? There's no fortune here
for him to inherit, and nothing new for him to see."
"He hasn't ever seen _me_," said Emmie, "nor Val."
Her grandmother drew her close and held the beautiful little face in her
hands, looking down with unaccustomed tenderness, while again the tears
gathered. A sudden movement of "This will never do." She cleared her
voice and rose hurriedly.
"Good-night, child; go to bed. I must tell your father we needn't look
for Ethan after this."
Emmie kept on going to bed at half-past eight, even when she was old
enough to have struck for another hour's freedom. But Emmie had not so
much to get into her day; in fact, she was constantly going about saying
she had nothing to do, and begging her grandmother to find her some way
of getting through the hours. This frame of mind was, like godliness,
one of the mysteries to Val. How anybody found the day long enough, and
what being "bored" meant, were matters equally impenetrable. Her father
was right. The world was a beautiful and absorbing place to one whose
pleasure in it was unjaundiced. Val reflected with pride that _her_
capacity for enjoyment was not blighted by too great early piety. It was
no doubt because she was so singularly enlightened and advanced that, to
her, just being alive, was so rapturous a joy. There was Emmie, now.
With all her advantages, she wasn't happy; and she was as religious as
her grandmother, if not more so. The inference was plain. People who
were worried about their souls could not be expected to relish the
selfish joy of being first in the games at recess. They probably didn't
even eat their meals with the immense relish of the unregenerate. They
didn't feel their hearts swell up with unaccountable gladness, at mere
waking in the morning, to receive a broadside from the sun straight
between the eyes. But it was just the same if the wind blew, or the rain
fell. For no discoverable reason beyond lack of piety, Val would feel
herself filled from crown to toe with tingling delight at this mere
"being alive." There were, alas! other times when, for reasons partly
patent, partly obscure, she was sore oppressed; but never did any hour
find her so bowed down that the wild tumult of a storm would not
stimulate her like strong wine. She would run about the house with
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