The Open Question: A Tale of Two TemperamentsRobins, Elizabeth
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The Open Question: A Tale of Two Temperaments
Robins, Elizabeth
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"It's partly just the look of you, but it's most of all just--just that
I'm certain no one in the world is so kind and brave--"
"I brave! You poor child!"
"Yes, and kind, deep down to the core," she said, with beaming eyes. "I
know it by your voice, and by the way you feel everybody else's
feeling. That's something like me: I feel, too, but it doesn't make me
kind."
"Neither does it me. I'm a mass of deception. I put on a solemn look,
and you think I'm sympathizing. I'm not: I'm actively engaged in
despising the universe."
"That's because your standards are so high."
He laughed out an ironic "_Exactly!_"
"You make other people seem about so high." She held an out-stretched
hand a few inches above the grass, dropped it, and, leaning forward upon
it, said, with a quick-drawn breath: "It's been so exciting for us all
here, knowing you. It's been like knowing Robert Bruce or Richard
Coeur de Lion--"
"Oh, very like Richard Coeur de Lion especially."
"Just what _I_ say, particularly when you put on that black look and
your eyes burn. I know then you'd have the courage for _anything_!"
The whimsical amusement died out of his face.
"I told you I'd taken you in. I'm a mortal coward!"
"_You?_"
He nodded, looking off down the ravine.
"I'm afraid of death. I'm even more afraid of life."
They were only obscure phrases in her ears.
"I know you're afraid of the dark," she said, smiling gently, "but only
when I'm not there. You see--I must be there."
"Poor little cousin! Lucky for you that Fate and your father have
settled that you can't be 'there.'"
"I settle things for myself," she said, hotly; "and _don't_ call me
little cousin."
"Why not?"
"It seems to cut me down to childhood. Besides"--she stood up--"I'm
really very tall, and I've heard enough about being a cousin."
"You hardened optimist!" He lay on his back with his hands clasped
behind his head, and looked up at the tall, slight figure of the girl.
"You're actually ready to pit yourself against the laws of the universe,
and expect not to suffer for it. Do you know that your invincible
belief that _you_, at least, were meant to be happy, is the most
pathetic thing I've found in the world?"
"I'm not in the very least pathetic," she said, with deep indignation.
"Shouldn't wonder if it would be always like that with you," he went on,
unmoved. "Stark inability to comprehend personal misfortune! Ruin will
rattle about your ears--you'll believe blindly it's somehow for the
best. How like life's diabolical ingenuity that just the man I am should
have come across just the girl you are!"
"Thank you, most particularly. Life and I are both obliged."
"Of course, you've read that last will and testament--the one your
father wrote--"
"No; haven't asked for it. Grandma hasn't mentioned it."
"Ah! She probably would if she knew--"
"You may be sure," Val interrupted, "my father doesn't think those
hideous black thoughts now."
"Ah, yes, I'm sure enough of that."
"You are?"
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