The Open Question: A Tale of Two TemperamentsRobins, Elizabeth
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The Open Question: A Tale of Two Temperaments
Robins, Elizabeth
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"Dear, dear, I love you," she said to herself, and her lover was far
away from her thoughts. On the throne of life a bowed old woman seemed
to sit alone. "Oh, I'll be better to you after this, only live and give
me a chance." She drew her limp figure up suddenly and turned her back
on Harry's whispered solicitude. A lightning-like realization came, as
she sat there, of what the life of this woman had meant to her. And it
was going--going--would be gone, perhaps, before Val got home. She
covered up her face. She told herself it was no common relation that she
bore to the ancient _châtelaine_ of the Fort. Something deeper than the
blood tie, a thing wrought out of sheer personal force, hammered out of
antagonisms, welded with fear and with love, and binding, abiding
gratitude for a glimpse of the unconquerable mind.
She saw now that if life from the beginning had never worn that cheap
and shabby air that it did to many girls without wealth or family
distinction; if, from the beginning, and day by day to the end, life had
carried itself bravely in the tumble-down old home; if in the leanest
years it had never lacked dignity, nor ever lost its faint old-world
fragrance; Val knew who it was who had wrought the spell, and who had
maintained it against all comers.
And this magical power was threatened; this costly life in danger. It
suddenly seemed the one thing in the world best worth preserving. A few
hours before she had faced the idea of its loss so willingly--her tears
gushed afresh at the memory--even with an obscure, impatient longing she
had thought of this thing, that she saw now in its true aspect, as
unspeakably terrible and tragic. For it was something irreparable. There
was nothing like _her_ in the world; the things that went to her making
had passed away. To think that all that was represented by such a
spirit--that a force like this, after enduring and dominating life so
long, should go out into Nothingness--why, it was merely incredible. But
the presentment of the possibility had shaken the foundations of the
world.
It was close on midnight when Val and Wilbur drove up to the gate.
"Harry," said the girl, "you've been so kind, be kinder still: let me go
in alone."
"Very well. I'll come back in a quarter of an hour to see if I can do
anything."
There was a light in the long room. Val lifted the knocker, and as it
fell Emmie opened the door. It seemed to Val that her sister's face said
"Death." She pushed past her without greeting, and into the long room.
Mrs. Gano was sitting in the great chair. She leaned forward, holding
fast by the arms. The veil falling on either side her face did not hide,
or even soften, the expression of concentrated contempt with which she
said, very low:
"So you've come back."
"Y--yes. I thought--"
"You thought you'd come before it was too late."
"Yes; I was afraid--"
"I'm glad there's _something_ you're afraid of doing, though I can
scarce imagine what."
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