The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Unhappily, the baronet, who by some fatality never could see when he
was winning the battle, thought proper in his wisdom to water the
dryness of his sermon with a little jocoseness, on the subject of
young men fancying themselves in love, and, when they were raw and
green, absolutely wanting to be--that most awful thing, which, the
wisest and strongest of men undertake in hesitation and after
self-mortification and penance--married! He sketched the Foolish
Young Fellow--the object of general ridicule and covert contempt. He
sketched the Woman--the strange thing made in our image, and with
all our faculties--passing to the rule of one who in taking her
proved that he could not rule himself, and had no knowledge of her
save as a choice morsel which he would burn the whole world, and
himself in the bargain, to possess. He harped upon the Foolish Young
Fellow, till the foolish young fellow felt his skin tingle and was
half-suffocated with shame and rage.
After this, the baronet might be as wise as he pleased: he had quite
undone his work. He might analyze Love and anatomize Woman. He might
accord to her her due position, and paint her fair: he might be
shrewd, jocose, gentle, pathetic, wonderfully wise: he spoke to deaf
ears.
Closing his sermon with the question, softly uttered: "Have you
anything to tell me, Richard?" and hoping for a confession, and a
thorough re-establishment of confidence, the callous answer struck
him cold: "I have not."
The baronet relapsed in his chair, and made diagrams of his fingers.
Richard turned his back on further dialogue by going to the window.
In the section of sky over the street twinkled two or three stars;
shining faintly, feeling the moon. The moon was rising: the woods
were lifting up to her: his star of the woods would be there. A bed
of moss set about flowers in a basket under him breathed to his
nostril of the woodland keenly, and filled him with delirious
longing.
A succession of hard sighs brought his father's hand on his
shoulder.
"You have nothing you could say to me, my son? Tell me, Richard!
Remember, there is no home for the soul where dwells a shadow of
untruth!"
"Nothing at all, sir," the young man replied, meeting him with the
full orbs of his eyes.
The baronet withdrew his hand, and paced the room.
At last it grew impossible for Richard to control his impatience,
and he said: "Do you intend me to stay here, sir? Am I not to return
to Raynham at all to-night?"
His father was again falsely jocular:
"What? and catch the train after giving it ten minutes' start?"
"Cassandra will take me," said the young man earnestly. "I needn't
ride her hard, sir. Or perhaps you would lend me your Winkelried? I
should be down with him in little better than three hours."
"Even then, you know, the park-gates would be locked."
"Well, I could stable him in the village. Dowling knows the horse,
and would treat him properly. May I have him, sir?"
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