The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"I have fulfilled your commission to the best of my ability,
and heartily sad it has made me. She is indeed very much
above her station--pity that it is so! She is almost
beautiful--_quite_ beautiful at times, and not in _any way_
what you have been led to fancy. The poor child had no story to
tell. I have again seen her, and talked with her for an hour as
kindly as I could. I could gather nothing more than we know. It
is just a woman's history as it invariably commences. Richard
is the god of her idolatry. She will renounce him, and
sacrifice herself for his sake. Are we so bad? She asked me
what she was to do. She would do whatever was imposed upon
her--all but pretend to love another, and that she never would,
and, I believe, _never will_. You know I am sentimental, and I
confess we dropped a _few tears_ together. Her uncle has sent
her for the Winter to the institution where it appears she was
educated, and where they are very fond of her and want to keep
her, which it would be a good thing if they were to do. The man
is a good sort of man. She was entrusted to him by her father,
and he never interferes with her religion, and is very
scrupulous about all that pertains to it, though, as he says,
he is a Christian himself. In the Spring (but the poor child
does not know this) she is to come back, and be married to his
lout of a son. I am _determined_ to prevent that. May I not
reckon on your promise to aid me? When you see her, I am sure
you will. It would be sacrilege to look on and permit such a
thing. You know, they are _cousins_. She asked me, where in the
world there was one like Richard? What could I answer? They
were your own words, and spoken with a depth of conviction! I
hope he is really calm. I shudder to think of him when he
comes, and discovers what I have been doing. I hope I have been
really doing right! A good deed, you say, never dies; but we
cannot always know--I must rely on you. Yes, it is, I should
think, easy to suffer martyrdom when one is sure of one's
cause! but then one _must_ be sure of it. I have done nothing
lately but to repeat to myself that saying of yours, No. 54, C.
7, P.S.; and it has consoled me, I cannot say why, except that
all wisdom consoles, whether it applies directly or not:
"'_For this reason so many fall from God, who have attained to
Him; that they cling to Him with their Weakness, not with their
Strength._'
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