The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
He trifled with the letter for some time, re-reading chosen passages
as he walked about the room, and considering he scarce knew what.
There are ideas language is too gross for, and shape too arbitrary,
which come to us and have a definite influence upon us, and yet we
cannot fasten on the filmy things and make them visible and distinct
to ourselves, much less to others. Why did he twice throw a look
into the glass in the act of passing it? He stood for a moment with
head erect facing it. His eyes for the nonce seemed little to peruse
his outer features; the grey gathered brows, and the wrinkles much
action of them had traced over the circles half up his high straight
forehead; the iron-grey hair that rose over his forehead and fell
away in the fashion of Richard's plume. His general appearance
showed the tints of years; but none of their weight, and nothing of
the dignity of his youth, was gone. It was so far satisfactory, but
his eyes were wide, as one who looks at his essential self through
the mask we wear. Perhaps he was speculating as he looked on the
sort of aspect he presented to the lady's discriminative regard. Of
her feelings he had not a suspicion. But he knew with what
extraordinary lucidity women can, when it pleases them, and when
their feelings are not quite boiling under the noonday sun, seize
all the sides of a character, and put their fingers on its weak
point. He was cognizant of the total absence of the humorous in
himself (the want that most shut him out from his fellows), and
perhaps the clear-thoughted, intensely self-examining gentleman
filmily conceived, Me also, in common with the poet, she gazes on as
one of the superior--grey beasts!
He may have so conceived the case; he was capable of that
great-mindedness, and could snatch at times very luminous glances at
the broad reflector which the world of fact lying outside our narrow
compass holds up for us to see ourselves in when we will. Unhappily,
the faculty of laughter, which is due to this gift, was denied him;
and having seen, he, like the companion of friend Balaam, could go
no farther. For a good wind of laughter had relieved him of much of
the blight of self-deception, and oddness, and extravagance; had
given a healthier view of our atmosphere of life; but he had it not.
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