The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
If, instead of saying, Base no system on a human being, he had said,
Never experimentalize with one, he would have been nearer the truth
of his own case. He had experimented on humanity in the person of
the son he loved as his life, and at once, when the experiment
appeared to have failed, all humanity's failings fell on the
shoulders of his son. Richard's parting laugh in the train--it was
explicable now: it sounded in his ears like the mockery of this base
nature of ours at every endeavor to exalt and chasten it. The young
man had plotted this. From step to step Sir Austin traced the plot.
The curious mask he had worn since his illness; the selection of his
incapable uncle Hippias for a companion in preference to Adrian; it
was an evident, well-perfected plot. That hideous laugh would not be
silenced. Base, like the rest, treacherous, a creature of passions
using his abilities solely to gratify them--never surely had
humanity such chances as in him! A Manichaean tendency, from which
the sententious eulogist of nature had been struggling for years
(and which was partly at the bottom of the System), now began to
cloud and usurp dominion of his mind. As he sat alone in the forlorn
dead-hush of his library, he saw the devil.
How are we to know when we are at the head and fountain of the fates
of them we love?
There by the springs of Richard's future, his father sat: and the
devil said to him: "Only be quiet: do nothing: resolutely do
nothing: your object now is to keep a brave face to the world, so
that all may know you superior to this human nature that has
deceived you. For it is the shameless deception, not the marriage,
that has wounded you."
"Ay!" answered the baronet, "the shameless deception, not the
marriage: wicked and ruinous as it must be; a destroyer of my
tenderest hopes! my dearest schemes! Not the marriage--the shameless
deception!" and he crumpled up his son's letter to him, and tossed
it into the fire.
How are we to distinguish the dark chief of the Manichaeans when he
talks our own thoughts to us?
Further he whispered, "And your System:--if you would be brave to
the world, have courage to cast the dream of it out of you:
relinquish an impossible project; see it as it is--dead: too good
for men!"
"Ay!" muttered the baronet: "all who would save them perish on the
Cross!"
And so he sat nursing the devil.
By and by he took his lamp, and put on the old cloak and cap, and
went to gaze at Ripton. That exhausted debauchee and youth without a
destiny slept a dead sleep. A handkerchief was bound about his
forehead, and his helpless sunken chin and snoring nose projected up
the pillow, made him look absurdly piteous. The baronet remembered
how often he had compared his boy with this one: his own bright boy!
And where was the difference between them?
"Mere outward gilding!" said his familiar.
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