The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"My dear nephew. Now you know I have always loved you, and thought
of your welfare as if you had been my own child. More than that, I
fear. Well, now, you are thinking of returning to--to that
place--are you not? Yes. It is as I thought. Very well now, let me
speak to you. You are in a much more dangerous position than you
imagine. I don't deny your father's affection for you. It would be
absurd to deny it. But you are of an age now to appreciate his
character. Whatever you may do he will always give you money. That
you are sure of; that you know. Very well. But you are one to want
more than money: you want his love. Richard, I am convinced you will
never be happy, whatever base pleasures you may be led into, if he
should withhold his love from you. Now, child, you know you have
grievously offended him. I wish not to animadvert on your
conduct.--You fancied yourself in love, and so on, and you were
rash. The less said of it the better now. But you must now--it is
your duty now to do something--to do everything that lies in your
power to show him you repent. No interruptions! Listen to me. You
must consider him. Austin is not like other men. Austin requires
the most delicate management. You must--whether you feel it or
no--present an appearance of contrition. I counsel it for the good
of all. He is just like a woman, and where his feelings are offended
he wants utter subservience. He has you in town, and he does not see
you:--now you know that he and I are not in communication: we have
likewise our differences:--Well, he has you in town, and he holds
aloof:--he is trying you, my dear Richard. No: he is not at Raynham:
I do not know where he is. He is trying you, child, and you must be
patient. You must convince him that you do not care utterly for your
own gratification. If this person--I wish to speak of her with
respect, for your sake--well, if she loves you _at all_--if, I say,
she loves you _one atom_, she will repeat my solicitations for you
to stay and patiently wait here till he consents to see you. I tell
you candidly, it's your only chance of ever getting him to receive
_her_. That you should know. And now, Richard, I may add that there
is something else you should know. You should know that it depends
entirely upon your conduct now, whether you are to see your father's
heart for ever divided from you, and a new family at Raynham. You do
not understand? I will explain. Brothers and sisters are excellent
things for young people, but a new brood of them can hardly be
acceptable to a young man. In fact, they are, and must be, aliens. I
only tell you what I have heard on good authority. Don't you
understand now? Foolish boy! if you do not humour him, he will marry
her. Oh! I am sure of it. I know it. And this you will drive him to.
I do not warn you on the score of your prospects, but of your
feelings. I should regard such a contingency, Richard, as a final
division between you. Think of the scandal! but alas, that is the
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