The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
One may suppose that a prematurely aged, oily little man; a poet in
bad circumstances; a decrepit butterfly chained to a disappointed
inkstand, will not put out strenuous energies to retain his ancient
paramour when a robust young man comes imperatively to demand his
mother of him in her person. The colloquy was short between Diaper
Sandoe and Richard. The question was referred to the poor spiritless
lady, who, seeing that her son made no question of it, cast herself
on his hands. Small loss to her was Diaper; but he was the loss of
habit, and that is something to a woman who has lived. The blood of
her son had been running so long alien from her that the sense of
her motherhood smote her now with strangeness, and Richard's stern
gentleness seemed like dreadful justice come upon her. Her heart had
almost forgotten its maternal functions. She called him Sir, till he
bade her remember he was her son. Her voice sounded to him like that
of a broken-throated lamb, so painful and weak it was, with the
plaintive stop in the utterance. When he kissed her, her skin was
cold. Her thin hand fell out of his when his grasp relaxed. "Can sin
hunt one like this?" he asked, bitterly reproaching himself for the
shame she had caused him to endure, and a deep compassion filled his
breast.
Poetic justice had been dealt to Diaper the poet. He thought of all
he had sacrificed for this woman--the comfortable quarters, the
friend, the happy flights. He could not but accuse her of
unfaithfulness in leaving him in his old age. Habit had legalized
his union with her. He wrote as pathetically of the break of habit
as men feel at the death of love; and when we are old and have no
fair hope tossing golden locks before us, a wound to this our second
nature is quite as sad. I know not even if it be not actually
sadder.
Day by day Richard visited his mother. Lady Blandish and Ripton
alone were in the secret. Adrian let him do as he pleased. He
thought proper to tell him that the public recognition he accorded
to a particular lady was, in the present state of the world,
scarcely prudent.
"'Tis a proof to me of your moral rectitude, my son, but the world
will not think so. No one character is sufficient to cover two--in a
Protestant country especially. The divinity that doth hedge a Bishop
would have no chance in contact with your Madam Danae. Drop the
woman, my son. Or permit _me_ to speak what you would have her
hear."
Richard listened to him with disgust.
"Well, you've had my doctorial warning," said Adrian, and plunged
back into his book.
When Lady Feverel had revived to take part in the consultations Mrs.
Berry perpetually opened on the subject of Richard's matrimonial
duty, another chain was cast about him. "Do not, oh, do not offend
your father!" was her one repeated supplication. Sir Austin had
grown to be a vindictive phantom in her mind. She never wept but
when she said this.
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