The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"Yes--generally," said Mrs. Doria, and felt culpable that she had
not before, and could not then, tell her brother that he had set up
an Idol in his house--an Idol of flesh! more retributive and
abominable than wood or brass or gold. But she had bowed to the Idol
too long--she had too entirely bound herself to gain her project by
subserviency. She had, and she dimly perceived it, committed a
greater fault in tactics, in teaching her daughter to bow to the
Idol also. Love of that kind Richard took for tribute. He was
indifferent to Clare's soft eyes. The parting kiss he gave her was
ready and cold as his father could desire. Sir Austin now grew
eloquent to him in laudation of manly pursuits: but Richard thought
his eloquence barren, his attempts at companionship awkward, and all
manly pursuits and aims, life itself, vain and worthless. To what
end? sighed the blossomless youth, and cried aloud, as soon as he
was relieved of his father's society, what was the good of anything?
Whatever he did--whichever path he selected, led back to Raynham.
And whatever he did, however wretched and wayward he showed himself,
only confirmed Sir Austin more and more in the truth of his
previsions. Tom Bakewell, now the youth's groom, had to give the
baronet a report of his young master's proceedings, in common with
Adrian, and while there was no harm to tell, Tom spoke out. "He do
ride like fire every day to Pig's Snout," naming the highest hill in
the neighbourhood, "and stand there and stare, never movin', like a
mad 'un. And then hoam agin all slack as if he'd been beaten in a
race by somebody."
"There is no woman in that!" mused the baronet. "He would have
ridden back as hard as he went," reflected this profound scientific
humanist, "had there been a woman in it. He would shun vast
expanses, and seek shade, concealment, solitude. The desire for
distances betokens emptiness and undirected hunger: when the heart
is possessed by an image we fly to wood and forest, like the
guilty."
Adrian's report accused his pupil of an extraordinary access of
cynicism.
"Exactly," said the baronet. "As I foresaw. At this period an
insatiate appetite is accompanied by a fastidious palate. Nothing
but the quintessences of existence, and those in exhaustless
supplies, will satisfy this craving, which is not to be satisfied!
Hence his bitterness. Life can furnish no food fitting for him. The
strength and purity of his energies have reached to an almost divine
height, and roam through the Inane. Poetry, love, and such-like, are
the drugs earth has to offer to high natures, as she offers to low
ones debauchery. 'Tis a sign, this sourness, that he is subject to
none of the empiricisms that are afloat. Now to keep him clear of
them!"
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