The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Unhappily, the baronet, who by some fatality never could see when he
was winning the battle, thought proper in his wisdom to water the
dryness of his sermon with a little jocoseness, on the subject of young
men fancying themselves in love, and, when they were raw and green,
absolutely wanting to be—that most awful thing, which the wisest and
strongest of men undertake in hesitation and after self-mortification
and penance—married! He sketched the Foolish Young Fellow—the object of
general ridicule and covert contempt. He sketched the Woman—the strange
thing made in our image, and with all our faculties—passing to the rule
of one who in taking her proved that he could not rule himself, and had
no knowledge of her save as a choice morsel which he would burn the
whole world, and himself in the bargain, to possess. He harped upon the
Foolish Young Fellow, till the foolish young fellow felt his skin
tingle and was half suffocated with shame and rage.
After this, the baronet might be as wise as he pleased: he had quite
undone his work. He might analyze Love and anatomize Woman. He might
accord to her her due position, and paint her fair: he might be shrewd,
jocose, gentle, pathetic, wonderfully wise: he spoke to deaf ears.
Closing his sermon with the question, softly uttered: “Have you
anything to tell me, Richard?” and hoping for a confession, and a
thorough re-establishment of confidence, the callous answer struck him
cold: “I have not.”
The baronet relapsed in his chair, and made diagrams of his fingers.
Richard turned his back on further dialogue by going to the window. In
the section of sky over the street twinkled two or three stars; shining
faintly, feeling the moon. The moon was rising: the woods were lifting
up to her: his star of the woods would be there. A bed of moss set
about flowers in a basket under him breathed to his nostril of the
woodland keenly, and filled him with delirious longing.
A succession of hard sighs brought his father’s hand on his shoulder.
“You have nothing you could say to me, my son? Tell me, Richard!
Remember, there is no home for the soul where dwells a shadow of
untruth!”
“Nothing at all, sir,” the young man replied, meeting him with the full
orbs of his eyes.
The baronet withdrew his hand, and paced the room.
At last it grew impossible for Richard to control his impatience, and
he said: “Do you intend me to stay here, sir? Am I not to return to
Raynham at all to-night?”
His father was again falsely jocular:
“What? and catch the train after giving it ten minutes’ start?”
“Cassandra will take me,” said the young man earnestly. “I needn’t ride
her hard, sir. Or perhaps you would lend me your Winkelried? I should
be down with him in little better than three hours.”
“Even then, you know, the park-gates would be locked.”
“Well, I could stable him in the village. Dowling knows the horse, and
would treat him properly. May I have him, sir?”
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