The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Father and son were alone in the railway carriage. Both were too
preoccupied to speak. As they neared Bellingham the dark was filling
the hollows of the country. Over the pine-hills beyond the station a
last rosy streak lingered across a green sky. Richard eyed it while
they flew along. It caught him forward: it seemed full of the spirit of
his love, and brought tears of mournful longing to his eyelids. The sad
beauty of that one spot in the heavens seemed to call out to his soul
to swear to his Lucy’s truth to him: was like the sorrowful visage of
his fleur-de-luce as he called her, appealing to him for faith. That
tremulous tender way she had of half-closing and catching light on the
nether-lids, when sometimes she looked up in her lover’s face—a look so
mystic-sweet that it had grown to be the fountain of his dreams: he saw
it yonder, and his blood thrilled.
Know you those wand-like touches of I know not what, before which our
grosser being melts; and we, much as we hope to be in the Awaking,
stand etherealized, trembling with new joy? They come but rarely;
rarely even in love, when we fondly think them revelations. Mere
sensations they are, doubtless: and we rank for them no higher in the
spiritual scale than so many translucent glorious polypi that quiver on
the shores, the hues of heaven running through them. Yet in the harvest
of our days it is something for the animal to have had such mere
fleshly polypian experiences to look back upon, and they give him an
horizon—pale seas of luring splendour. One who has had them (when they
do not bound him) may find the Isles of Bliss sooner than another.
Sensual faith in the upper glories is something. “Let us remember,”
says The Pilgrim’s Scrip, “that Nature, though heathenish, reaches at
her best to the footstool of the Highest. She is not all dust, but a
living portion of the spheres. In aspiration it is our error to despise
her, forgetting that through Nature only can we ascend. Cherished,
trained, and purified, she is then partly worthy the divine mate who is
to make her wholly so. St. Simeon saw the Hog in Nature, and took
Nature for the Hog.”
It was one of these strange bodily exaltations which thrilled the young
man, he knew not how it was, for sadness and his forebodings vanished.
The soft wand touched him. At that moment, had Sir Austin spoken
openly, Richard might have fallen upon his heart. He could not.
He chose to feel injured on the common ground of fathers, and to pursue
his System by plotting. Lady Blandish had revived his jealousy of the
creature who menaced it, and jealousy of a System is unreflecting and
vindictive as jealousy of woman.
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