The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Night had come on as Richard entered the old elm-shaded, grass-bordered
lane leading down from Raynham to Belthorpe. The pale eye of twilight
was shut. The wind had tossed up the bank of Western cloud, which was
now flying broad and unlighted across the sky, broad and balmy—the
charioted South-west at full charge behind his panting coursers. As he
neared the farm his heart fluttered and leapt up. He was sure she must
be there. She must have returned. Why should she have left for good
without writing? He caught suspicion by the throat, making it
voiceless, if it lived: he silenced reason. Her not writing was now a
proof that she had returned. He listened to nothing but his imperious
passion, and murmured sweet words for her, as if she were by: tender
cherishing epithets of love in the nest. She was there—she moved
somewhere about like a silver flame in the dear old house, doing her
sweet household duties. His blood began to sing: O happy those within,
to see her, and be about her! By some extraordinary process he
contrived to cast a sort of glory round the burly person of Farmer
Blaize himself. And oh! to have companionship with a seraph one must
know a seraph’s bliss, and was not young Tom to be envied? The smell of
late clematis brought on the wind enwrapped him, and went to his brain,
and threw a light over the old red-brick house, for he remembered where
it grew, and the winter rose-tree, and the jessamine, and the
passion-flower: the garden in front with the standard roses tended by
her hands; the long wall to the left striped by the branches of the
cherry, the peep of a further garden through the wall, and then the
orchard, and the fields beyond—the happy circle of her dwelling! it
flashed before his eyes while he looked on the darkness. And yet it was
the reverse of hope which kindled this light and inspired the momentary
calm he experienced: it was despair exaggerating delusion, wilfully
building up on a groundless basis. “For the tenacity of true passion is
terrible,” says The Pilgrim’s Scrip: “it will stand against the hosts
of heaven, God’s great array of Facts, rather than surrender its aim,
and must be crushed before it will succumb—sent to the lowest pit!” He
knew she was not there; she was gone. But the power of a will strained
to madness fought at it, kept it down, conjured forth her ghost, and
would have it as he dictated. Poor youth! the great array of facts was
in due order of march.
He had breathed her name many times, and once over-loud; almost a cry
for her escaped him. He had not noticed the opening of a door and the
noise of a foot along the gravel walk. He was leaning over Cassandra’s
uneasy neck watching the one window intently, when a voice addressed
him out of the darkness.
“Be that you, young gentleman?—Mr. Fev’rel?”
Richard’s trance was broken. “Mr. Blaize!” he said; recognizing the
farmer’s voice.
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