The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
“My father sent for me—I’m waiting to see him,” said Richard. A few
more words helped Mrs. Berry to comprehend the condition of affairs.
Then Mrs. Berry spread her lap, flattened out her hands, fixed her
eyes, and spoke.
“My dear young gentleman!—I’d like to call ye my darlin’ babe! I’m
going to speak as a mother to ye, whether ye likes it or no; and what
old Berry says, you won’t mind, for she’s had ye when there was no
conventionals about ye, and she has the feelin’s of a mother to you,
though humble her state. If there’s one that know matrimony it’s me, my
dear, though Berry did give me no more but nine months of it and I’ve
known the worst of matrimony, which, if you wants to be woeful wise,
there it is for ye. For what have been my gain? That man gave me
nothin’ but his name; and Bessy Andrews was as good as Bessy Berry,
though both is ‘Bs,’ and says he, you was ‘A,’ and now you’s ‘B,’ so
you’re my A B, he says, write yourself down that, he says, the bad man,
with his jokes!—Berry went to service.” Mrs. Berry’s softness came upon
her. “So I tell ye, Berry went to service. He left the wife of his
bosom forlorn and he went to service; because he were allays an
ambitious man, and wasn’t, so to speak, happy out of his uniform—which
was his livery—not even in my arms: and he let me know it. He got among
them kitchen sluts, which was my mournin’ ready made, and worse than a
widow’s cap to me, which is no shame to wear, and some say becoming.
There’s no man as ever lived known better than my Berry how to show his
legs to advantage, and gals look at ’em. I don’t wonder now that Berry
was prostrated. His temptations was strong, and his flesh was weak.
Then what I say is, that for a young married man—be he whomsoever he
may be—to be separated from the wife of his bosom—a young sweet thing,
and he an innocent young gentleman!—so to sunder, in their state, and
be kep’ from each other, I say it’s as bad as bad can be! For what is
matrimony, my dears? We’re told it’s a holy Ordnance. And why are ye so
comfortable in matrimony? For that ye are not a sinnin’! And they that
severs ye they tempts ye to stray: and you learn too late the meanin’
o’ them blessin’s of the priest—as it was ordained. Separate—what
comes? Fust it’s like the circulation of your blood a-stoppin’—all goes
wrong. Then there’s misunderstandings—ye’ve both lost the key. Then,
behold ye, there’s birds o’ prey hoverin’ over each on ye, and it’s
which’ll be snapped up fust. Then—Oh, dear! Oh, dear! it be like the
devil come into the world again.” Mrs. Berry struck her hands and
moaned. “A day I’ll give ye: I’ll go so far as a week: but there’s the
outside. Three months dwellin’ apart! That’s not matrimony, it’s
divorcin’! what can it be to her but widowhood? widowhood with no cap
to show for it! And what can it be to you, my dear? Think! you been a
bachelor three months! and a bachelor man,” Mrs. Berry shook her head
most dolefully, “he ain’t widow woman. I don’t go to compare you to
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