The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
The sight of this public exposure shocked her more than the secret walk
under the trees... “You don’t look near your reform yet,” Mrs. Berry
apostrophized her. “You don’t look to me one that’d come the Fair
Penitent till you’ve left off bein’ fair—if then you do, which some of
ye don’t. Laugh away and show yet airs! Spite o’ your hat and feather,
and your ridin’ habit, you’re a Bella Donna.” Setting her down again
absolutely for such, whatever it might signify, Mrs. Berry had a
virtuous glow.
In the evening she heard the noise of wheels stopping at the door.
“Never!” she rose from her chair to exclaim. “He ain’t rided her out in
the mornin’, and been and made a Magdalen of her afore dark?”
A lady veiled was brought into the house by Richard. Mrs. Berry feebly
tried to bar his progress in the passage. He pushed past her, and
conducted the lady into the parlour without speaking. Mrs. Berry did
not follow. She heard him murmur a few sentences within. Then he came
out. All her crest stood up, as she whispered vigorously, “Mr. Richard!
if that woman stay here, I go forth. My house ain’t a penitentiary for
unfort’nate females, sir”—
He frowned at her curiously; but as she was on the point of renewing
her indignant protest, he clapped his hand across her mouth, and spoke
words in her ear that had awful import to her. She trembled, breathing
low: “My God, forgive, me!
“Richard?” And her virtue was humbled. “Lady Feverel is it? Your
mother, Mr. Richard?” And her virtue was humbled.
CHAPTER XXXVIII
One may suppose that a prematurely aged, oily little man; a poet in bad
circumstances; a decrepit butterfly chained to a disappointed inkstand,
will not put out strenuous energies to retain his ancient paramour when
a robust young man comes imperatively to demand his mother of him in
her person. The colloquy was short between Diaper Sandoe and Richard.
The question was referred to the poor spiritless lady, who, seeing that
her son made no question of it, cast herself on his hands. Small loss
to her was Diaper; but he was the loss of habit, and that is something
to a woman who has lived. The blood of her son had been running so long
alien from her that the sense of her motherhood smote her now with
strangeness, and Richard’s stern gentleness seemed like dreadful
justice come upon her. Her heart had almost forgotten its maternal
functions. She called him Sir, till he bade her remember he was her
son. Her voice sounded to him like that of a broken-throated lamb, so
painful and weak it was, with the plaintive stop in the utterance. When
he kissed her, her skin was cold. Her thin hand fell out of his when
his grasp related. “Can sin hunt one like this?” he asked, bitterly
reproaching himself for the shame she had caused him to endure, and a
deep compassion filled his breast.
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