The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
“He seems to be ashamed to,” Richard replied. “He wants to know what is
the good? and I don’t know what to tell him.”
“I’m afraid it has gone too far with him,” said Sir Austin, “and until
he has had some deep sorrows he will not find the divine want of
Prayer. Strive, my son, when you represent the people, to provide for
their education. He feels everything now through a dull impenetrable
rind. Culture is half-way to heaven. Tell him, my son, should he ever
be brought to ask how he may know the efficacy of Prayer, and that his
prayer will be answered, tell him (he quoted The Pilgrim’s Scrip):
“‘Who rises from Prayer a better man, his prayer is answered.’”
“I will, sir,” said Richard, and went to sleep happy.
Happy in his father and in himself, the youth now lived. Conscience was
beginning to inhabit him, and he carried some of the freightage known
to men; though in so crude a form that it overweighed him, now on this
side, now on that.
The wise youth Adrian observed these further progressionary
developments in his pupil, soberly cynical. He was under Sir Austin’s
interdict not to banter him, and eased his acrid humours inspired by
the sight of a felonious young rick-burner turning saint, by grave
affectations of sympathy and extreme accuracy in marking the not
widely-distant dates of his various changes. The Bread-and-water phase
lasted a fortnight: the Vegetarian (an imitation of his cousin Austin),
little better than a month: the religious, somewhat longer: the
religious-propagandist (when he was for converting the heathen of
Lobourne and Burnley, and the domestics of the Abbey, including Tom
Bakewell), longer still, and hard to bear;—he tried to convert Adrian!
All the while Tom was being exercised like a raw recruit. Richard had a
drill-sergeant from the nearest barracks down for him, to give him a
proper pride in himself, and marched him to and fro with immense
satisfaction, and nearly broke his heart trying to get the
round-shouldered rustic to take in the rudiments of letters: for the
boy had unbounded hopes for Tom, as a hero in grain.
Richard’s pride also was cast aside. He affected to be, and really
thought he was, humble. Whereupon Adrian, as by accident, imparted to
him the fact that men were animals, and he an animal with the rest of
them.
“I an animal!” cries Richard in scorn, and for weeks he was as troubled
by this rudiment of self-knowledge as Tom by his letters. Sir Austin
had him instructed in the wonders of anatomy, to restore his
self-respect.
Seed-Time passed thus smoothly, and adolescence came on, and his cousin
Clare felt what it was to be of an opposite sex to him. She too was
growing, but nobody cared how she grew. Outwardly even her mother
seemed absorbed in the sprouting of the green off-shoot of the Feverel
tree, and Clare was his handmaiden, little marked by him.
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