The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
General
The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
“Yes—generally,” said Mrs. Doria, and felt culpable that she had not
before, and could not then, tell her brother that he had set up an Idol
in his house—an Idol of flesh! more retributive and abominable than
wood or brass or gold. But she had bowed to the Idol too long—she had
too entirely bound herself to gain her project by subserviency. She
had, and she dimly perceived it, committed a greater fault in tactics,
in teaching her daughter to bow to the Idol also. Love of that kind
Richard took for tribute. He was indifferent to Clare’s soft eyes. The
parting kiss he gave her was ready and cold as his father could desire.
Sir Austin now grew eloquent to him in laudation of manly pursuits: but
Richard thought his eloquence barren, his attempts at companionship
awkward, and all manly pursuits and aims, life itself, vain and
worthless. To what end? sighed the blossomless youth, and cried aloud,
as soon as he was relieved of his father’s society, what was the good
of anything? Whatever he did—whichever path he selected, led back to
Raynham. And whatever he did, however wretched and wayward he showed
himself, only confirmed Sir Austin more and more in the truth of his
previsions. Tom Bakewell, now the youth’s groom, had to give the
baronet a report of his young master’s proceedings, in common with
Adrian, and while there was no harm to tell, Tom spoke out. “He do ride
like fire every day to Pig’s Snout,” naming the highest hill in the
neighbourhood, “and stand there and stare, never movin’, like a mad
’un. And then hoam agin all slack as if he’d been beaten in a race by
somebody.”
“There is no woman in that!” mused the baronet. “He would have ridden
back as hard as he went,” reflected this profound scientific humanist,
“had there been a woman in it. He would shun vast expanses, and seek
shade, concealment, solitude. The desire for distances betokens
emptiness and undirected hunger: when the heart is possessed by an
image we fly to wood and forest, like the guilty.”
Adrian’s report accused his pupil of an extraordinary access of
cynicism.
“Exactly,” said the baronet. “As I foresaw. At this period an insatiate
appetite is accompanied by a fastidious palate. Nothing but the
quintessences of existence, and those in exhaustless supplies, will
satisfy this craving, which is not to be satisfied! Hence his
bitterness. Life can furnish no food fitting for him. The strength and
purity of his energies have reached to an almost divine height, and
roam through the Inane. Poetry, love, and such-like, are the drugs
earth has to offer to high natures, as she offers to low ones
debauchery. ’Tis a sign, this sourness, that he is subject to none of
the empiricisms that are afloat. Now to keep him clear of them!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account