The Orpheus C. Kerr Papers, Series 2Newell, R. H. (Robert Henry)
History
The Orpheus C. Kerr Papers, Series 2
Newell, R. H. (Robert Henry)
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"He covered his face with his hands while I was speaking; and when he
again looked up, all traces of former agitation had vanished.
"'Forgive me, father,' he said, with composure. 'Our superior has
granted me the privilege of having a light always burning, as I am
subject to fits, such as you have just witnessed, and cannot do without
it. God have mercy upon me! I might have murdered you,' he added,
turning suddenly pale again, and leaning against the damp wall.
"I delivered my message, being anxious to leave a being whose passions
were so violent when aroused; but he called me back as I turned away,
and resting upon his hard bed, motioned for me to take a seat beside
him.
"I hesitated about complying at first; but there was an expression of
mingled sorrow and entreaty resting upon his whole countenance, that
awoke my sympathy and conquered fear. Closing the door of the cell, I
obeyed him in silence, and sat down with a feeling of awe not to be
defined.
"'Father,' he said, laying one hand on each of my shoulders, and
staring fixedly in my face, 'Will you hear me confess?'
"The extreme abruptness of the question made me start from him with a
gesture of surprise, but I answered not.
"'Will you hear a tale of crime from a criminal?' he continued,
pressing heavily upon me, 'a tale of murder from a murderer!'
"I felt convinced that I had a maniac to deal with, and remembering to
have heard that any sign of timidity but added fuel to the fires of
insanity, I steadily returned his stare, and responded as quietly as I
could.
"'Brother Dominique, if your soul is burthened with crimes, why not
confess to the superior who is our father confessor?'
"'No, no!' he exclaimed, frantically. 'To you, or no one.'
"Fearful that, by refusing, I should again arouse him to violence, I
drew my cowl closely over my head to guard against the damp air, and
bade him tell me his sorrows.
"He, at once, fell upon his knees before me--nor could I persuade him
to assume any other attitude.
"'Here on my knees,' he began, 'will I tell a tale that shall freeze
your blood, and make you turn from me in scorn, or hatred. You will not
betray me?'
"I assured him I would not.
"'I am the last of a noble Florentine house, which bears the names of
sovereigns upon its registers. My father was a cold, stern man, proud
of his high descent, and arrogant with those beneath him. My mother was
the daughter of a Venetian noble, bright and beautiful as a diamond,
and insensible to all the softer warmths of women as is that precious
gem. I was their only child, and all the love their hearts were capable
of feeling was bestowed upon me; all my desires were gratified ere
expressed; obsequious menials stood about my path eager to obey my
slightest nod; velvet received my infant footsteps, and the atmosphere
around me was one of mellow music.
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