Murder -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Fiction
Still with his eyes on me his lips moved with some word. Not a sound
came through but I thought he had said my name. And all the while
through the cold, gray twilight we were driving downward through the
city. The farther we went the more a strange and calm feeling settled
upon me, and the more I forgot everything in the world but him. It
seemed as if for ever we would continue to drive on together with this
wonderful quietness between us.
But the carriage was drawing up. I looked at him anxiously. "What is
the matter? Why are we stopping?"
His face was strange. "Don't you know? It is the prison."
He half rose, his hand was on the door, he had turned his back on me.
A sudden anguish went through me, keen as physical pain. Something
that was not my mind at all seemed to be acting for me. I caught hold
of his arm with I don't know what impulse to pull him back.
He turned, looking at me with smiling eyes, gently unclasped my
fingers, bent his head and touched them with his lips. "Don't spoil
it," he said, "and remember your word."
I watched him walking down the half block to the prison door, a figure
tall and solitary, and in spite of his gay Mexican trappings, with an
air of somber resolution. So I saw him pass the lone, gray house
fronts, and be swallowed up in the great entrance of the prison.
CHAPTER XI
THE LUGGER
As he disappeared the desire to run after him, to cry out to him, to
cry out to all the ears of the court the story he had told me, rushed
over me, an insane impulse. "What would that do but make everything
worse, even harder for him to bear? Haven't I made things hard enough
for him already?" I who had said I loved him, that I believed in his
innocence, had yet virtuously urged him to go back and give himself
up--to what? Why, my poor little coward mind was even afraid to name
what that thing was!
The Spanish Woman had not been afraid, no, not of anything! She had
risked everything that she had to save him in the best way that she
knew. Was I, as she had so bitterly told me, only a creature of words
with no deeds to make them good? It was all very well to say things
would turn out right; but now I saw that they would not unless I made
them; and how was that to be managed if he wouldn't speak, and I was in
his confidence and couldn't?
I puzzled it over as my carriage rattled slowly back up Montgomery
Avenue. Suddenly from what had been absolutely sterile cogitation,
there sprang up the full flower of an idea. All that he had said that
evening had carried the same perplexing undercurrent of a thing that he
could not speak of, and always it seemed to point to the Spanish Woman.
"She knows!" I thought triumphantly, "and if she knows, why, she must
not go away until she has told me." The whole thing opened before me
complete, unexpected, a deliverance.
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