He spoke of how clever he had been at school, how easily and well he had
passed his examination, of the great and wonderful things he had done
among his congregations; kept on with story after story, as if he would
never end.
And the two girls clapped their hands in evident admiration.
It seemed, indeed, as if he were pleased to show his mother-in-law how
they looked up to him, and how completely he could do as he pleased with
them. He was like a man who has made one great failure, and seeks
desperately in every way to reinstate himself.
He was not in any way pleasant or obliging toward the two young girls,
and there was contempt in every word he gave them. But he could not keep
away from them. He spoke of work he had to do, but he did not leave the
company. Sigrun's mother was hurt at first, thinking that her daughter
was already forgotten. But in the course of the evening, another idea
came into her mind. She began to think he felt the loss of his wife so
keenly that it was driving him to ruin.
She was to stay the night, and when it was late enough for her to
retire, she could not refrain from saying a few words to him: that she
understood he would have to marry again soon, but she sincerely hoped he
would be careful in his choice, and not take the first that came to
hand.
At this he asked her to go with him into his room, but said nothing to
the others.
And there he showed her how he had collected all Sigrun's
belongings--things she had brought with her from her own home, as well
as those from after her marriage.
Portraits of her in all sizes were spread about the room, and her books
were foremost on the bookshelf.
One book there was which her mother recognized particularly; a little
book of devotion which had been given her before her confirmation. It
lay on the table beside the bed.
"I read in it every evening," said the Pastor--"that book and no other."
He opened the middle compartment in a large cabinet. Here he had put
away a couple of little ivory boxes, which Sigrun had had as a little
gill. And, taking them out, he laid them caressingly against his cheek.
"She was fond of them," he said, "and they are never touched by any hand
but mine. Those others out there are never allowed to see anything of
all this."
He showed her the little picture of the home at Stenbroträsk, which had
comforted Sigrun so many times. It was wrapped in several layers of
tissue paper, rolled up in a cloth, and packed away at the back of a
drawer, as if it had been something precious.
"You don't think I would ever let any one else look at this?" he said.
He brought out a little cloth which Sigrun had worked for him.
"It is always on that table," he said, "because Sigrun herself put it
there. But I have another that I put over it when the sun shines in--you
can see it is not faded."
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