The fact that it was Lotta Hedman speaking, rendered her words less
surprising to the Pastor than if it had been another. He thought she was
about to tell him that Sigrun had not died of the smallpox, but had
taken her own life, and that Lotta fancied she had received some sort of
permission to tell him about it now.
And Lotta began her story.
But as she went on, her courage faded, for she saw how the man before
her grew darker in mind, as the sky darkens before the coming of a great
storm. Clouds drew up from every side. A terrible cold and a terrible
darkness spread abroad. And at last she could hardly utter a word.
Nevertheless, she managed to relate, without any circumspection, that
she had had several messages from Sigrun, and that the latter, after her
arrival at Hånger, had been ill with the smallpox. It had not been
dangerous, but a long illness.
And all through her illness, and ever since, she had stayed with the good
folk at Hånger. She had been out into the world on her own resources
for a single day, and the things she had met with then had so terrified
her that nothing could persuade her now to leave her friends and her
sheltered life to go out among strange things and people.
But the eloquent words with which Lotta had intended to describe her own
misery and shame, and her joy that Sigrun had changed her mind and would
return to her home, all this remained for the most part unsaid.
All she did was to lay before the Pastor the letter she had that day
received, dated from Hånger, the 15th of May, 1916, and with these few
lines:
"Lotta, you must go to Edward and tell him everything. And ask him to
come here to Hånger and fetch me, if he considers me worthy to be his
wife again."
Inside was a small envelope addressed to the Pastor himself. He tore it
open, and found the one word:
"Forgive!"
When he had seen it, he broke out into a bitter, heartrending laugh. It
was like the first gust of the storm bursting through the clouds and
Hinging them aside to commence its fierce play.
"You can telephone to Hånger and tell Sigrun I will come and fetch her
to-morrow," said the Pastor. "To-day I have to go to an examination at
the school."
Lotta did as she was asked. And just after noon the Pastor drove off
alone. He had a long journey before him to a distant school. But on
coming to the cross-roads, he did not turn off along the way that led to
the school. He turned eastward, up toward the Dalsland boundary, in the
direction of Hånger.
THE TROLLFOLK OF HÅNGER
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