To the watcher it seemed as if the man before him changed his form and
appearance before his eyes. He seemed to shrink, and the patient smile
showed full and distinctly about his mouth. His eyes, that had shone so
cheerfully a moment before, looked down at the ground; his arms hung
loosely at his sides. And as he spoke, in answer to Sigrun's question,
his voice had the old ring of painful humility.
"Surely I am pleased, Fru Rhånge," he said. "But it is overkind of you
to speak of this as if it were my doing. I know--or I should say, I have
always believed, that after the first excitement had passed over, there
had not been a day but you have repented, and longed to go back. But you
are thinking, perhaps, of your fear of your husband's anger, and the
harsh judgment of the world, and how I have tried to give you courage to
face it all. That is all I can claim credit for."
The listener heard and understood now, not with his ears alone, but with
his whole soul. "What is true, and what is false in this?" he wondered.
"God help me to find out the truth!"
Sigrun's face he could not see, but he fancied she shrugged her
shoulders a little.
"Yes, of course," she said. "What else could there be for you to help me
with?"
"It is good to remember that it is so," said Sven Elversson, in his
gentle voice. "You realized, almost at once, the great wrong you had
done your husband. It was impossible that you could condemn one who
loved you to a whole life of solitude and longing. I am sure, I am
convinced, that you would have taken this step months before, if it had
not been for your illness. You have not, until now, had strength to face
the gossip and scandal it would mean. And I should be the last to blame
you for the delay. I know what it is to be an outcast and disowned by
one's equals."
There was something in Sigrun's manner suggestive of impatience. Her
voice had a touch of mischief as she answered:
"Oh, yes, I knew, Herr Elversson, that you would be pleased. But since
this is the last time we shall speak together alone, I should like to
tell you that it was not you alone who persuaded me to go back to my
home. Your wife, too, has helped me very greatly--more, perhaps, than
you yourself. I think she must have loved unspeakably," Sigrun continued
in a gentle voice; "and I have tried to learn from her how one should
love."
Sven Elversson's face darkened.
"She was a good woman," he said, simply, without his usual wealth of
words. "We were very fond of her while she lived here among us."
"Mor Thala has told me a great deal about her," said Sigrun. "She went
out to Grimön, it seems, the day after the schoolhouse was burnt down.
She wanted to tell you that both she and the schoolmaster had done their
best to make the children comfortable there. And she begged you not to
take the misfortune too much to heart. You had already gained friends
through that work; people had begun to realize what sort of man you
were."
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