"Yes," said Sigrun, "I am talking like Lotta Hedman. I know it. And I
will not deny that it was Lotta Hedman who taught me to believe in the
power of the dead. But how do you know she is not right? What star was
it that led the dying woman to me of all others? And whence came the
thought that so compelled me? You know how timid and sensitive I am. It
is true that I had been lying there thinking of flight, but what made me
do it in such a way? There were other means I could have chosen. But
from the moment your wife lay there dead in my bed, I could not think of
any other. And why was Lotta Hedman unable to resist? Why did Gustavsson
come after I had gone, and not before? What made him so quiet and
submissive all that day? Why were we not discovered? Why was my money
stolen? Why was nothing found out after? I had certainly no deep-laid
plans of my own. How did all this come about, Herr Elversson, unless it
were that the woman who loved you, in the power of her endless love, had
resolved to lead the woman you loved to you?"
She had spoken eagerly, as one inspired, overwhelmed by the miracle she
felt she had shared. But there was no trace of passion in her voice. The
listener behind the trees marked that well. Sigrun was speaking to the
man who loved her in the firm assurance that he understood she did not
love him.
Sven Elversson felt the same. His voice was thick with emotion, but it
never changed into the tone of passion.
"Be it so then! Let us talk like Lotta Hedman, if you wish. But if the
dead woman's soul sent you here, might it not be as well for torture and
punishment? She knew that my love could only increase, just as she knew
that you could never come to love me in return."
"Yes," said Sigrun, with the same strange note of lofty inspiration,
almost as if she were speaking to one from another world, "she knew
that, yes. And she knew, too, that, if there had not been something in
you that protected you against all love but hers, you would not have
allowed me to stay here at Hånger. But she believed, perhaps, that some
sweetness might come into your life by your teaching me how life should
be lived. Might not that have been her aim? Afterward, when you are old,
when all that flames and burns now is cooled, then you will think of
this winter at Hånger as a time of happiness."
He shook his head.
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