"I understand you do not wish me to speak of this at all," said Sigrun,
"but I do so want to speak to you about it. Remember, to-morrow I shall
not be here."
"I took my part in it, of course," said Sven Elversson, "but I was so
ill I remember nothing. Afterward, I heard the others talking about it,
and I reproached them. But then they said I had no call to say anything,
for I had been in it, too. And then I remembered, that they had forced
me to ..."
He had spoken with the greatest effort, the words seeming to force
themselves painfully through his lips. And he could not finish.
"You fancied you remembered," said Sigrun. "You know well enough it is
impossible that you should have done it really. You would rather have
died."
"I did it," he said. "Do not try to think otherwise."
"But I do think otherwise," said Sigrun, "and I want you to know that.
All the time I have been here under your roof, I have felt convinced
that it was not true. No one who knows you could believe it."
Sven Elversson bent forward and grasped her hand. And very earnestly and
simply he said:
"You have been very good to me this evening. I can never thank you
enough for this hour."
She understood his meaning, and refrained from pursuing the subject
further.
"But at least you must let me thank you for these months at Hånger. I
shall always think of this as the true home of charity. And I will try
to make my own home like yours."
"You can leave that till to-morrow," he said.
She rose to her feet.
"Do not go yet. It is the last evening."
"Then read a little of Snoilsky."
He opened the book, but closed it again.
"It is too dark to read."
"Then say something you know without the book. Let me hear Bjarni
Thorarensen's 'Song to Sigrun.' I have often wanted to ask you, but I
never dared."
Sven Elversson made a gesture as if to refuse.
"I shall not be here to-morrow," she said again, with a note in her
voice impossible to resist.
And he began to recite the Icelandic poet's passionate prayer to his
love not to forsake him even though she should die and go to dwell in
the mansions of heaven. "'Do not think I could not kiss a dead bride, or
that I could not lay my arm about the waist of one pale in death and
wrapped for burial.'"
He sat with his face turned away from her, his head bowed forward, his
eyes resting on some point in the far distance.
But all that he had kept in check so well while they had been speaking,
all that the soft enchantment of the evening, and the presence of the
woman he loved, had not availed to loose, was freed in him now by the
wild and powerful fervour of love that glowed through the poet's word.
All his pent-up feeling poured out now in his voice.
"'Does not the summer sun kiss with like warmth the ice-clad mountain
peak and the reddest rose? Are not white lilies loveliest of all
flowers?'" Sven Elversson's voice trembled in the rush of the storm of
love that raged within him.
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