"And I venture to say that there is none here among us who has not from
youth up realized the sacredness of death. If any sinned against the
inviolable holiness of death, he should be visited with the severest
punishment.
"There was once a man here in Applum named Sven Elversson. His sin was
that he had violated the sacredness of death. And we felt that he was
more to be contemned than any amongst us. There may perhaps be some now
present who were in the church that day when his sin was declared from
the pulpit; some who remember how he looked as he stole away, humiliated
and wretched. Some may, perhaps, have been among those who sent him on
his way with words of scorn. He was a man who almost seemed to invite
such treatment. Seeing how he smiled with the same patience whatever was
done to him, how he moved aside and humbled himself in every way, one
felt perhaps it was almost a duty to add a little to his shame.
"And so it was that at last we made him leave the place. And I do not
think anyone missed him greatly when he went. For there was something
about him that was always asking our respect. Whenever anything
difficult had to be done, and none of us were very willing to undertake
it, that man stepped forward. He was trying to persuade us to give him
back his honour as a man. And we could not do it, for we felt he was
under the judgment of God.
"And so he went on his way through life, as a man under the judgment of
God. Always with the same humility, always fearing to stand in the way
of others. And he kept apart from us, choosing rather those who were
less hard to please--the vagabonds of the roads, and children, who had
less knowledge of right and wrong. We found nothing strange in this; it
was natural that the man should wish for some company of his fellows.
And when we heard time after time how some poor child from the streets
had been placed in a good home through his help, or that vagabonds and
tramps had begun to seek honest work, we found nothing very strange in
that, thinking only that the man had no doubt his own end in view all
the time. He was always trying to win back some honour and respect for
himself. And we were growing almost tired of his constant endeavours.
"For what could we do for him after all? He had not sinned against any
of us. He had not sinned in such a way that his crime could be atoned
for by punishment. He had sinned against a sacred custom, and we had no
power to grant him absolution. Moreover, we seemed to feel that God had
condemned him as we ourselves had done.
"And so, while he was striving to help his fellow men upward in life, I
can imagine Death standing behind his chair, leering scornfully at him,
knowing the man was in his power, was his prisoner and could not escape.
Who was there in all the world that could deliver him?"
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