It was a beautiful and exalting sight, thought Lotta, but her soul did
not stop to watch; it rose still higher.
And soon it had reached a point in space from where it could see the
fates of mankind in their relation. Lotta could follow the wanderings of
men through the valley of life. And it passed in what seemed to her less
than seconds. She saw them enter life, go their brief way, and pass
again, out into the unknown. She saw her friend Sigrun on her journey,
and the way marked out for her, and the roads that crossed it.
She saw, too, the road which the woman lying dead beside her now had had
to traverse. A dark and poor and difficult way, and already it was
growing smoother, not smoothed, however, by a covering of darkness, but
vanishing in a gleam of light.
At the end of the road stood the dead woman herself, still looking back
over her course, that was now transformed into a ribbon of light, and
Lotta saw that the woman's spirit rejoiced.
The dead woman pointed to Sigrun's road, and to one of those that
crossed it.
"Look," she said, "the thing I longed for most of all in life is now
fulfilled by my death!"
And with these words, she vanished in a great splendour, so great that
Lotta's soul could not follow there, but must wait without.
And at once it returned to her body, and Lotta Hedman felt now relieved
from all her fear a while, believing that what had happened was
something that rightly should and must have happened so.
She retained this calm of mind until the door opened and someone asked
her if she knew it was half-past seven already.
At this Lotta tried to rise, but now her confidence was gone. She
thought of all the troubles that awaited her, and had not the strength
to get on her feet, but remained sitting.
The door closed again, no one entered, and for a few minutes she was
left in peace.
"It will all be found out very soon now," thought Lotta. "It must be."
And the shame that would come upon Sigrun and herself weighed her down.
A little later, the housemaid entered, with early breakfast for her
mistress.
She saw the lamp still alight, the wick smoking and nearly spent, the
room full of smoke and almost in darkness. She called out, but no one
answered. Then she realized that something must be wrong. She set down
the tray, struck a match, and discovered Lotta sitting in a heap beside
the bed; she saw, too, that the figure lying on it had a sheet spread
over, as over a corpse. She came closer, lifted the sheet a little, and
saw a pair of swollen hands.
At this Lotta came to life.
"For Heaven's sake, be careful. It is smallpox."
The girl dropped the sheet and started back.
And she it was who spread the news, telling the Pastor and the rest of
the household.
Lotta herself, protected as she was by the dread of infection, was
scarcely questioned at all.
A messenger was sent to fetch the verger, a man of strength and
authority, and he arranged everything as well as could be done.
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