Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"Peace, idiot! Let me finish what I intend to say to my sister-in-law.
In return for our kindness he has gone off, we can't say where. He
tried to entice away the foolish deluded Dorama and persuade her to go
with him; but we discovered the plan just in time to stop her."
His wife was not satisfied. She had no objection to the distortion of
the tale. What she feared was the discovery of the truth by Gunga.
The story of the widow ceremony must come to her ears before many more
days were passed; and nothing would be gained by rousing her wrath
unnecessarily. As long as there was a breath of life in Pantulu, Gunga
ruled absolutely; and it was in her power to turn out Sooba and his
wife if serious offence were given.
"Leave it to me," said Sooba confidently and untroubled by any qualms
of conscience. "Our sister is occupied in looking after her husband.
Her own approaching widowhood will take up the rest of her thoughts.
We need not fear that she will make inquiry or trouble about anything
until the end comes. Then I in the absence of Ananda will be chief
mourner and master of the house. It will be your voice and not our
sister's that will hold the attention of the zenana. The jewels may be
worn by you; they will become you well, wife."
She was not satisfied even with this rosy dream of wealth and
authority, and she asked uneasily:
"When will you tell Gunga of her son?"
"In another week perhaps I may begin to break the news."
The days that followed the widowing rites passed strangely for Dorama.
She hated her new position and inwardly revolted against it. She
loathed her rough garment and bare head. The cool evening wind caught
her behind the ears and at the back of her neck--where formerly the
heavy strands of hair formed a covering--and gave her twinges of
neuralgia. She shivered and drew up the saree shawl-wise over her
head, but it slipped down having nothing to cling to. She missed the
daily details of her toilet. There was no hair to comb, and scent, and
plait with fresh blossoms; no jewels to fasten on arm and neck. She
was not permitted to use any of the various cosmetics treasured in the
brass box with its many divisions that was her own special property;
the rouge, sandal-wood paste, saffron powder, lip-salve, henna and the
sweet atta of rose. The only thing allowed was the use of pure water.
The food was good, but the mode of serving deprived her of appetite.
By the time her turn came she was so full of misery and impatience at
her altered circumstances, that she found no pleasure in eating the
excellent curry prepared in the kitchen. Alone and like a guilty thing
she bolted her meals, sometimes shedding bitter tears as she did so.
Even the luxury of grief was denied. If tears were seen or a sob
heard, she was reproved. Did she want to bring bad luck upon the
house? she was asked. If a basin was broken or a pot upset, angry
glances were directed towards her. If the woman slicing vegetables cut
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