Quiet Estelle, watching, felt the longing in her blood grow stronger;
was youth to pass and leave her unwoken by a lover? Was she never to
know the madness of hot kisses, the restful heaven of the afterwards?
"I dreamt once that I had found Spring"--Bertie's voice sounded far
away to her--"and it was a mocking wraith. Estelle, if we might find it
together--you and I."
"If!" She moved her hands to the time of a haunting dance.
The house was full. People who had been the Carterets' friends were
here and there. Dollie Gresham, with the Blakeneys; the Holbrooks in a
box, often looking sadly at a pair in the stalls--the Marquis and
Marchioness of Boredom.
One big box at the left, empty until the middle of the second act, was
suddenly filled by a noisy crowd. Three women came to the front,
throwing back rich cloaks, showing over-bare necks and arms, flashing
with jewels; the background was filled in with the black-and-white
uniform of dining mankind.
"Esmé," Bertie whispered, "with those people."
Poor Esmé, glaring defiance at the friends who had cut her, her cheeks
scarlet, her lips crimson, dazzlingly handsome still, but haggard, bad
style, laughing too gaily, talking too loudly, holding up her careless
happiness too openly. And straight opposite, Denise, quietly dressed,
placidly happy, avoiding Esmé's challenging looks.
The parts had been played and gone strangely for the players.
"My wife," said Carteret, bitterly, "with a crowd of fourth-rate
impossibilities--and looking...." He paused, expressively. "Estelle, do
you think a man likes to see his wife look like that? I hope she may
not see us."
A vain hope. Esmé's restless eyes looked everywhere. She started,
turned laughingly to Lord Francis Dravelling.
"See my immaculate spouse and his flame," she said, "there, in the
stalls. I used to like the girl once, but I leave her to Bertie now."
"Hot stuff, eh?" said the boy, his eyes devouring Esmé. Then he
whispered to her eagerly.
Esmé's eyes grew hard, her face set bitterly.
Bertie, the man she had once loved dearly, was sitting with another
woman, and she was listening, without anger, to a bold suggestion. And
all, everything, had come from that one rebellion against nature and
custom.
"I am not taking you among the world to-night," Bertie said to Estelle.
"I've ordered a quiet supper in a quiet place."
It had turned cold; they drove to a hotel, went to a warm room, its
stiffness tempered by huge bowls of flowers, supper laid on the table.
The waiter discreetly presumed that they would ring if he was required;
he left them with a faintly un-waiter-like grin.
Estelle was not hungry; she pecked at aspic and foie gras, but drank
champagne; glad as the sparkling wine banished care, did its allotted
work.
It was peaceful in there; the scent of the flowers filled the room; the
fire burnt brightly.
They left the half-eaten meal and came to the glow of the blazing coals.
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