The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch BookThackeray, William Makepeace
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The Paris Sketch Book of Mr. M. A. Titmarsh; and the Irish Sketch Book
Thackeray, William Makepeace
Ireland -- Description and travel; Paris (France) -- Description and travel
Catholic religion, as he has of the Jewish and the Protestant, sees,
with dismay, the evil condition of his disciples, and regrets, too late,
the precipitancy by which he renounced, then and for ever, Christianity.
‘But as he had no new religion to adopt in its place, and as, grown
more prudent and calm, he did not wish to accuse himself
unnecessarily, once more, of inconstancy and apostasy, he still
maintained all the exterior forms of the worship which inwardly he
had abjured. But it was not enough for him to have quitted error,
it was necessary to discover truth. But Hebronius had well look
round to discover it; he could not find anything that resembled it.
Then commenced for him a series of sufferings, unknown and
terrible. Placed face to face with doubt, this sincere and
religious spirit was frightened at its own solitude; and as it had
no other desire nor aim on earth than truth, and nothing else here
below interested it, he lived absorbed in his own sad
contemplations, looking ceaselessly into the vague that surrounded
him like an ocean without bounds, and seeing the horizon retreat
and retreat as ever he wished to near it. Lost in this immense
uncertainty, he felt as if attacked by vertigo, and his thoughts
whirled within his brain. Then, fatigued with his vain toils and
hopeless endeavours, he would sink down depressed, unmanned,
life-wearied, only living in the sensation of that silent grief
which he felt and could not comprehend.’
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