Americans -- England -- Fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
It was his last night. All evening the chaplain had been with him,
offering the solace of divine mercy and forgiveness; but though he was
grateful for the good man's ministrations, Durwent felt that he wanted
to be alone. He hardly knew why; but there were many things to think
of, things which would be remembered more easily if he were by himself.
Towards eleven o'clock he made the request of the chaplain, who left
him, promising to return shortly after midnight; and, with his hands
clasped behind his back, Dick walked slowly up and down the hut.
His mind journeyed to Roselawn--and Elise. At least--and at the
thought he struck his hands together with joy--she would never know.
She would think he had died in China. For several minutes he walked
without his thoughts taking any other form than that, but gradually the
realisation of his surroundings began to leave him. He was roaming
through the woods with Elise; they were climbing a great tree for
birds' eggs; they were casting flies for trout in the stream that ran
through their estate; they were riding across country on ponies that
whinnied with pleasure at the feel of the soft turf. But wherever his
hungry imagination painted her, there was in her face the womanly
tenderness that had always been hers in their companionship.
He stopped in his walk and pressed his clenched fingers against his
lips. She had always believed in him. Through all the hell in which
the Fates had cast his destiny, she had been one star towards which he
could grope. But now--a drunkard--a renegade soldier of a renegade
battalion--to be shot. He had killed her trust! The horrors of the
night closed on him like hounds on a dying stag.
Uttering a dull cry of agony, he staggered across the hut with
outstretched hands--and in the darkness his poor disordered fancy saw
once more the vision of his sister's face. It was as he had seen her
when, as a boy bruised by life, he had gone to her for solace. She had
not changed. She could not change. Her eyes, her lips, were saying
that in the morning she would stand beside him, holding his hand in
hers, until the levelled rifles severed his soul and his body for
eternity.
He sank to his knees, and for the first time in many years he prayed.
It was a prayer to an unknown God, in words that were meaningless,
disjointed things. It was a soul crying out to its source, a soul
struggling towards the throne of Eternal Justice, through a darkness
lit only by a sister's love and the gratitude of an eighteen-year-old
boy saved from shameful death.
The commands of the sergeant of the guard could be heard as sentries
were changed. Durwent rose to his feet and tried to look from the
window, but the night was as black as the grave which had already been
dug for him. Once more there was no sound but the wind moaning about
the deserted fields.
'Mas'r Dick.'
Dick's body grew rigid. Was it a prank of his mind, or had he really
heard the words?
'Mas'r Dick.'
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